A TASTE OF ME !

chirstmas over!

2009-12-25T21:59:00.000-08:00

chirstmas is over!! hey peeps! i gonna go prepare for work later on! :( dont feel like working anymore lors! come back i will definitely post with pics! =] byebyes!!!! :D

my birthday!!

2009-12-20T21:37:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to me!!! hahahahs...

well~ i enjoyed my hearty & homely birthday! :D thanks all of u girls for turning up! even though my birthday wasnt as big as last year however i enjoyed more than last year =]

in the afternoon, baby & i went to dine in over at new york new york cause i wanted to =] initially, baby& i intend to catch a movie in town but i was watching show all night long so i was so restless on my birthday man! hence, baby & i wear till nice nice to jurong point only -.-! HAHAHHAHAS! after eating, we waited for emily to come jurong point to buy some stuffs over at ntuc market for steamboat =] had fun with baby while waiting for emily<3>

we brought super big prawn!! it's super expensive and not delicious lors! my baby lie to me -.- hahahahs... had fun during eating the steamboat =] all of us crapped, drinked and laughed :D then suddenly i kept sneezing my eyes became swollen! LOLS! so no pictures for my birthday!! but i still took some pics with baby during afternoon... :D

i really enjoyed my birthday! hope all of you did :D with loves!!! :DD

such a disapointment

2009-12-15T01:34:00.000-08:00

will be celebrating my birthday in 5 more days... hopefully it'll be fun??

utterly disappointed with someone but life still have to go on right?

well~ will be celebrating with my babyloves on the 19th dec as it's our 10 monthsary and it's just a day away my birthday =] wondering where will babyloves bring me to? i think confirm end up i decide again wan..

i guess i except too much from this birthday?

i wanted to book chalet but fully booked.

i wanted to book a hotel room but seems rather bored?

i wanted to book a VIP room but if we'r gg club why book right?

i wanted a very exciting birthday but i guess what i want now just a simple and enjoyable birthday?

well~ if everybody abandons me, i guess at least i still have my mom & my babyloves to celebrate with me?

mom promised to buy me my camera but she seems to back on her words again -.-!

babyloves promise to buy me casio watch =] i think he will buy?

emily promise to buy me a present =]] i think prolly a tank dress from topshop? =]

boon ee promise to buy me a petticoat for my dress..

fiona promise to buy me maroon tank dress but if she cant, i know why.. dont worry yah! =]

i just simply loves presnts!!! <3>

i want a gift because that significant as a trace of memories =]]

say i greedy if u wan =]]

i dont care =]]

will be working tml over at cotton on!!!

will be dining in over at ong beach to celebrate grandma's birthday!!!

will be going dating with babyloves on 19th to celebrate~ !!!

will be going to wave house to celebrate my birthday!!! hope i can bring xinyi in !!! =]]

will be going clubbing on 23th dec???

will be going out with babylove's family on 24th dec !!!

will be attending cherryn's birthday both buffet & clubbing on 25th dec !!! ( hopefully )

will be going over to boon ee's place for steamboat on 31 dec !!!

2009-12-14T10:00:00.001-08:00

will be celebrating my birthday in 5 more days... hopefully it'll be fun??

utterly disappointed with someone but life still have to go on right?

i guess i except too much from this birthday?

i wanted to book chalet but fully booked.

i wanted to book a hotel room but seems rather bored?

i wanted to book a VIP room but if we'r gg club why book right?

i wanted a very exciting birthday but i guess what i want now just a simple and enjoyable birthday?

well~ if everybody abandons me, i guess at least i still have my mom & my babyloves to celebrate with me?

mom promised to buy me my camera but she seems to back on her words again -.-!

babyloves promise to buy me casio watch =] i think he will buy?

emily promise to buy me a present =]] i think prolly a tank dress from topshop? =]

boon ee promise to buy me a petticoat for my dress..

fiona promise to buy me maroon tank dress but if she cant, i know why.. dont worry yah! =]

i just simply loves presnts!!! <3>

i want a gift because that significant as a trace of memories =]]

say i greedy if u wan =]]

i dont care =]]

will be working tml over at cotton on!!!

will be dining in over at ong beach to celebrate grandma's birthday!!!

will be going dating with babyloves on 19th to celebrate~ !!!

will be going to wave house to celebrate my birthday!!! hope i can bring xinyi in !!! =]]

will be going clubbing on 23th dec???

will be going out with babylove's family on 24th dec !!!

will be attending cherryn's birthday both buffet & clubbing on 25th dec !!! ( hopefully )

will be going over to boon ee's place for steamboat on 31 dec !!!

yijing

2009-12-09T07:13:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHS! since u say is lame, then i shall tell u why is this lame alright?
because ur good friend wrote in her blog that only childish people will write stuffs like this is my blog, i write what i like.. etc etc.. so ain't she slapping ur face? aint you/her being contradictive? joke huh? :)

so what i revealed their privacy? just like what they did, i didnt disclose their names too.. didnt i? :) since u say ur blog u can write whatever u like, so doesnt that give me th freedom to do so too? since u named my friends as aunties then arent u behaving like one now? ohhs... but they are far more better off than you :) hahahahs.. stop contradicting urself alright? :) just making me laugh out loud only~

even they didnt sound a word so why are u making so much comments? LOLS~

if you want further arguements, go ahead and reply me cause i'll be more than happy to answer ur doubts..

malaysia trip

2009-11-08T07:05:00.000-08:00

thursday went to pub with my classmates, reached home only at 3am? expected i could not wake up for school the next day~ hahahahs.. friday, my naughty xinyi also nv go school so she travelled from lakeside to jurong point just to pei me eat even though she ate and she was studying for marketing UT.. how nice of her huh? =] my new bud bud in school ! i went to dine in at pizza hut again -.- hahahahs! i'm just so in love with it yea! my favourite fastfood restaurant.. aftermaths, we went to nail palace to pamper our nails ! =] and babylove waited for me to finish my nails =] i sent xinyi to take bus and went to meet my babylove to buy shades and buy glue as i was so clumsy that i broke my older shades' frame!!!! while babylove also brought himself a wrist let.

Saturday, i went to malaysia with my previous classmates! a fruitful trip yah! i swear u guys should go that someday if u guys are free! i brought many things! =D

first, we went to city mall to eat first! i was sooooooooooo hungry lors! we went to a restaurant named vivo.. LOLS -.- copy singapore~ i ate tropical chicken chop, not bad.. aftermaths, we pass by this ice-cream shop and we brought this gelato ice cream 5 flavour for only 12RM okay?! and it's definitely delicious and definitely didnt lose to singapore! super worth it man! after that we didnt stay there for long as we still planned to go other places.. however, in such short time, xinyi & i still managed to buy a top =D if u think bugis $10 per each is cheap, then 10RM per piece is what? aftermaths, we went to another shopping center which is located in the inner part of JB and this time the guys also buy themselves things!!! hahahs... cause very cheap... their shopping center still can ask for discount unlike s'pore.. i got my new blue wedge at only S$13 plus! wao lao damn cheap lors! while xinyi also got herslef a pair of wedge i tink ard S$16 plus also? i also brought 2 shades! =]] 1 for babylove and 1 for me =] only S$4 each!!! wooh~ aftermaths, we wanted to go ktv but their ktv room sooooooooo small i tell u! like toilet cubicle lors! we got 7 ppl lehs! how to queeze? hahahhas! hence, we give it a miss and headed to fish spa but too bad close down already =[ however, i still managed to buy things! hahahahs! i brought things for babylove a wallet and a belt each 10rm only! while i brought myself a keyboard protector for 8RM and i swear is not some shitty buys~ then, it about time for us to eat dinner and after that we headed back to s'pore =]] i still love s'pore more!!!

a list of what i brought :

wallet ( 10RM )

necklace ( 10 RM )

2 shades ( 22 RM )

lacey top ( 10 RM )

belt ( 10RM )

shoes ( 30 RM )

gums ( 10 RM )

sorry but i lazy upload pics! nx time alright? =DD

baby's place

2009-10-29T08:40:00.000-07:00

today i went school late as usual for thursday... i ALWAYS have thursday blues instead of monday blues... hahahahsh! i actually got an A for cognitive! wooh~ =D i happy only~ cause he always give very lousy grade even to the better students... today the eunice very noisy lahs! hahahhas! but she so cute so straight-forward and is another crazy girl just like me! hahahahs! but i abandoned her today to find my babylove over at his place as he was sick but like fake one lehs -.- maomao was there playing resident evil like ke fun lehs... aftermaths, chun leong came up also... then babylove's uncle cooked loads of food for us =P canot diet again~ ALVIN HELP ME! hahahahs! recently i'm so into viwawa's groword fun lehs! i like =] after dinner i played right away till babylove rush me to go home as he wants to send me to bus stop.. my E71 is kind of difficult for me to use!!!!!! nvm... i'll adapt to it yea!

not fake? sounds rather ironic huh? :)

Oh well, u know it the best :)

Oohs and de i did my part as a sister in the past.

daphne, is not you to blame yah!

what's going eventually will still happened !

i know u did it out of ' us ' =D

bye peoples!!!!!!!!!! have to go slp alr! if not tml canot wake up! tml web & media cfm relax only! woah!~

cant help but feeling disgusted

2009-10-28T08:33:00.000-07:00

Cant help but feeling disgusted...

i always wanted to write this but i hold it back so many times. now i can't hold it anymore, our sister-ship become is fake. prolly, we'r not even treated as sisters in the very first place? now sister seems so disgusting to me. say it when u dont even meant it sounds how hypocrite yah? all we are reduced to, are all the faking and scheming actions behind each's back.

u prolly wouldn't call on a normal day? u only call to ask to chip in money? only when u'r bored? only when u want to ask things? other than that, all the gatherings and outings i am left out? and all i get was some excuses like u have to accompany ur bf, u have school tml, u not free, oh! it's was a sudden plan, oh! we forget & blah blah blah... if i was really treated as a sister will u forget to ask me along? will u easily forgotten about my existence? all it takes is having the initiative to ask, to show some respect that i'm really one of u girls.. put urself in my shoes.. okie whatever~ i will stop if not it'll seems like i trying to act the victim here... i'm not picking up a quarrel here but if u feel offended, just leave =] i'm just merely expressing my personal thoughts..

woah~ feel so shiok after typing here.. dont have to hide anymore~ HAHAHAHHAS!

TODAY is my classmate, anna's birthday! they went to butter factory without me ='[ cause i not 18 yet! BUT~ we going to thai disco! to make up for me not enjoying tonight! and to celebrate her belated birthday! hope the outing will not be cancelled or whatever shit it is!!!!!!!!

CAN I BE 18 NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW?????!!!!!

I HATE TO BE BORN IN DECEMBER LAHS! EVEN I HAVE FREE TICKETS TO ZOUK OUT I CANT FUCKING GO! CAUSE MY BIRTHDAY IS 8 MUATH-FUCKING DAYS AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CCB!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ='[ IT'S A SAD SAD SITUATION!!

8mths of love

2009-10-19T18:06:00.000-07:00

pardon my small eyes plus black circle ='[

i SUPERRRRRRRR LONG nv update my blog already like dying soon... hahahahs... this blog of mine looked ugly, i think i wanna change my blog to live journal? but i'm super lazy to change... i know i am so lame~

recently, got so much things that happened... nvm... shall i talk about those more recent ones? who cares?! yah! i'am going to talk about it~ you cant stop me either... heehee... yesterday was babyloves and i 8 months together! plus an advance celebration to DAPHNE YEO~ * claps*

first, babylove and i went to new york new york! to celebrate our 8 months of love love =DD yesterday's food was quite delicious but still not as good as city hall's outlet. however, they launched a new menu yesterday... they add in loads of new main course! =] loads of variety.. should ask babys! to dine in some day... heeheee...

emily voice : * no! no! no! *

zhi lei voice * huh~ dont want lahs! *

baby & i was elated cause we enjoyed the foods, got the cabin which we asked for (big & spacious & the best thing was we had our privacy! =] ) so that we can take photos without people looking at us yah! =]] nevertheless, we took pictures! =DD not consider many but enough for us to appreciate it yea ^^ aftermaths, we went to choose daphne's cake =] we brought her mini hazelnut delight from pimadeli and babylove went to her shop to lured her to smoke so that i can hide inside the shop to surprise her together with fiona. but customers kept going in fiona's shop so she only came after the singing ='[ see! i sad until my mole also come out liaos! HAHAHAHAHS! i think the cake taste quite nice? daphne went all over the place to distribute her cake i think daphne was happy about the surprise? hope so =] after some chatting and photo-taking session with our lead, fiona go back to work while babylove & i went home.. =]]

so bored~

2009-09-15T04:53:00.000-07:00

so bored recently or just today? i'm rotting at home now therefore i'm here blogging... hahahhas.. baby went to MCYS for appointment and co. went to fajar so i have to stay at home & do nothing.. :(

afternoon baby come over my place, i prepared and off we go to eat mac.. =] i eat mega mcspicy.

super spicy and thick as mean in difficult to eat i have to seperate the burger and i eat super slow so baby have to wait for me for some time hahahhas... i got small mouth mahs... cant blame =p

but today i very hardworking hors! i mop & vacumm my room =] i even wash my clothes but i haven hang them... heehee...

i think i want set up a live journal and sell things there, support me okay? =p who wanna buy toyko lens? i'm getting it at $25 per pair but i have to cap 15 pairs and FYI, i never earn any okay? initially is $31 per pair but i managed to ask for $25 per pair. li hai bahs?! hahahhas... is better than dueba and geo lens.. have better quality & comfortable & of course will enlarge the pupils. tested and proven because i'm currently using it and many of my friends are using it too. i think i'm only going to cap once so if interested can email me at serene.91@hotmail.com.

singapore is kind of bored~ nth to do! i wanna go oversea! but that stupid emily canot go! baby also canot go! wao lao! so sian lors! ='[ now jetstar's air tickets like cheap say~

i want a holiday getaway!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-26T04:32:00.000-07:00

damn fucking pissed off but at the same time happy... because i know somebody hates me because she is just being a jealous pot yea... ^^ com'on lahs! get a life tramp! u just getting more and more ridiculous okay!!?? i hardly talk u you lors but u got so much to say about me... i dont know when did i offended you prolly u just cant see me being well right? but i'm not a push over so when i give u chance to stop all ur stupid nonsense u better stop if not u gonna regret.. everybody in the classmates know evil doings so u better stop before everyone turn back on you yah! only ur new friends dont know the REAL you but i believe they will know it somedays.. i just hope that that suay group of people dont get back stab by u yah!

wilson's bday

2009-07-12T21:20:00.000-07:00

i woke up at around 11 plus waited for babylove to meet me to have lunch with my mommy. we went to eat bak good teh but th stall that we usually order from never open! ended up we eat bak good teh which is of course not that good as the one we always eat... NO! is canot even compare lors.. ji tao not nice wan... -.-! after that mommy bring me go do pedicure actually wan to do manicure also de.. but i have to reach amk's mrt station at 5pm to meet wilson & classmates to wilson's bday BBQ...
anyway, i ended reaching there late also & had to go wilson's friend place alone.. had quite alot of funs, watched alot of 'shows' performed by drunktards! hahahahahs! super funny goes to jian hui ! in class he like those quiet quiet cool cool lidat wan, i totally see another side of him! joke of th day is he fall into th pool cfm funny! =]] den keep sai nine also super funny! like small kid lahs! lols! wilson's friends also super funny when they drunk the best part of th day is i dont even have to lay my hands on the foods, got ppl help me cook! hahahhahas! super good! cause i lazy mahs... i like this kind of BBQ, those that have ppl cooking & serving foods to me! superrrrr nice! after some photo taking sessions, i went back home with my new friend joey! =]] i went to meet babylove for mac =pp on th way home, i experience th worst heartburn i ever had super pain! babylove offer to piggy-back me but i'm not weak is just that my chest super duper pain ! i went home and rest and sleep gao gao after bathing =]]

classmate #2

2009-07-10T07:46:00.000-07:00

CLASSMATE #2 & 3

I'm going to post something interest today.. Well here u have it ^^ shermaine, a girl from my class she is fucking cunning okay!!? this fucker in my class is already 19 years old & trying to act young.. oh gosh~ wear her jumper and jump here & there thinking is cute., evertytime wear those clothes either showing off her bras or half of her boobs.. She is also a bootlicker that bootlicks the guys / faci & nonetheless another classmate, B. whatever B says is correct to her... seriously i pity her man! beening using by her so call ' best friend'... karma! she is a total different person in msn & in real life yea. In msn, she will act like she very gentle / kind & weak.. that's different from her real life yea.. she is a hard-core bitch that tries to use use of everybody to the fullest. she is always hiding the truth that she has a bf & tries to flirt/ seek attention from other guys. LOL. one of my classmate so unforunately like her. she treat him like dog lors... she is very contradictive also because she tell us she wants to stay away from him at the same time she tell him he is her bf like di siao him lidat.. but still fake right? is not once lors... is everytime.. she just like to be surrounded with guys i guess.. she & B even name me bimbo behind my back. FUCK! i believe is not her that name me bimbo.. must be B.. another despo queen yea!

fuck...that day we went to wilson's birthday, shermanie was cunning enough to dare the drunk minh to pull my eyelashes out... FUCK! SUPER CUNNING! luckily, minh was sober enough to know i'll surely angry and nv lay a finger on me... den when minh tell her that she was pretty that night she was like super happy lahs! ppl tell her that migh was drunk and what he said was fake.. oh well~ she console herself by saying that drunktard will always speak th truth.. u believe that? i believe only in shows yah! i'm in hell man! surrounded by horrible classmates! HOW GREAT YEA!~ both bitches! luckily, i'm going to change my class in 1 mth time! =DD whoever same class as them sure suffer! good luck ppl! i just detest them to the max!

lifeless~

2009-07-01T23:33:00.000-07:00

suddenly feeling so DEAD, so lifeless.. all the fun, all the energy, all the craziness within me just cease.. NO! not cease is extinct alr.. -.-! sian!

I MISSESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS/ I LOVEEEEEEEEE / I WANTTTTTTTTTTT MY LIFE BACK! BRING ME BACK TO LIFE YO!!

SO SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN IN CLASS!!!!!!!!! =[[

i want submerge in alcohol !

i want take loads of pictures!

i want enjoy till i even forget the time!

i want dance like nobody business!

i want to feel my heart pumping real hard when i'm in the dancefloor~

i want people to challenge me 5-10 till they scare and run away!
i want see people vomit like i always do! =xx
i want own people!

lastly, make me drunk if u can~

i'll be happy if u want to, we'll see who drop dead first yea!

BBQs may be fun BUT i want pubbing & clubbing! rounding sounds good too yah! so long nv go for rounding too! hais~

STEAMBOAT tml.

CAKES with babylove

BBQ on 11 july

BBQ on 14 july

I WANT A BIKE! DONT LAUGH HORS!!!!!!!! I'M SERIOUS LEHS!! =DD

going to end my post with a pic of me & my babylove! if not he everytime complain i nv put!!!

today

2009-06-22T23:34:00.000-07:00

i tell u guys, i'm suffering in school ! wuwuwu~ cause my class got 1 stupid idiot apply alot of olive oil on his hair now EVERYDAY!! it smells like vegetable okayyy!!!! just because he wants his hair to grow!! fucking smelly lors!!! FYI : if apply oil onto ur scale including conditioner, soon ur head will become bald okayy?! the correct way of using conditioner is to apply it on the hair end.. wah! everyday i have to smells that F-U-C-K! and half way of the day, it gives out sourish smell.. wao lao... he ji tao make me have no appetite to eat ok?! serious and i really mean it... he help me diet... thanks lehs... -.-! he should fucking stay at home lors... so smelly! fill the whole class with his disgusting smell.. fuck... today still damn suay.. sit right opp him... my classmates from another table can smell how bad is my situation... IMAGINE ! i think i should tell him lors.. the smell makes me giddy and my stomach super uncomfortable.. i even delibrately move his sit and laptop away from me... but cfm he buay zhi dong! MOVE BACK AGAIN! -.-! wah pang! stupid fucktard ! hais!

ltr i gg town! =D gg mng to shop shop ! =]

classmate #1

2009-05-28T23:44:00.000-07:00

CLASSMATE #1

i have this bloody classmate, gary, in my class that always come up with different different pattern..

1ST pattern, msn you regardless of distance.. let me explain even more clearly yea.. eg; just so happened to be same group with him, even if he is just muathfucking beside u, he cant talk it out. he must msn you! deliberately stroll back to his seat just to msn u... dont u guys find he weird?

2nd pattern, act cute. every sentence he type to u must include this [ T.T -_- ^.^ X.X @_@ +++ ] confirm lame! EVERY OKAY?! REALLY MEAN IT ! IS REALLY EVERY SINGLE SENTENCE WITHOUT FAIL~ if he looks cute, i think only the guys will hate him for being act cute but please~ he not even the least fit for cute.. people who have seen him/ see his photo before, know exactly what i meant..

3rd pattern, attitude problem. whenever he open his mouth to talk, he must end with a LAHS! which is really irritating okay?! so rude! eg; u ask him ' gary~, are u doing qns 6? ' i repeat for thrice then he finally replied with a ' YAH LAHS! '

4th pattern, like u ask him not to do the presentation himself, he die die do it. -.-! like u ask him do this & that, he will ask ' why? why me? ' he is really ridiculous man!

5th pattern, go in & out of the class like loads of cars are outside & is going to knock him.. fiona know what i mean yah..

i kind of lazy to list out every single thing he did but he is really annoying~

back again.

2009-05-25T08:36:00.000-07:00

hey! my blog going to rot or maybe rotting.. hahahas... tml i going to update some interesting events that happened in my class.. =]]

day by day

2009-04-30T21:02:00.000-07:00

now i'm here to blog again! cause if i dont stay up & fall back to sleep, i dont think i will be able to wake up soon again den canot meet babys liaos... hahahas.. haven blogged for days... too many things to update.. shall only update those that i remember.

- i get along with my classmates pretty well ^^ [ excluding the geek in my class ]
- i dont like my programming & science faci
- mahjong
- babylove came to fetch me from school
- baby emily's class got 3 stalkers!
- baby lei is getting well with her classmates too ^^
- babylove always say mong hua! LOLS!
- fiona is sick~ =[[ faster get well soon! if not ur voice so sexy wan fight with emily huh?
- that day went to fiona's class to have lunch & made her classmates laugh till like siao.
- ytd nobody pei me go eat ban mian
- ytd went to kelvin's hse mahjong

i think that is all ! have to go prepare alr! if not later late, i will have my ear suffering liaos! byes! =]]

my first day in rp

2009-04-20T00:23:00.000-07:00

since now everybody aprt from me is still not dismiss, i shall blog about my first day in rp! =] i woke up very early lahs... so tired.. meet up with friends & walk to rp.. th day went quite fast, was quite enjoyable yea... ^^ so bored now~

celebrations

2009-04-19T06:56:00.000-07:00

12th april,
went far east with liting yea ^^ shopped around for hours... brought quite alot of stuffs home ^^ broke~ nvm... i was happy anyway... did loads strunts & made liting laugh ! -.-! lols! give her many SURPRISES MAN! hahahas! we went to eat man jia le.. yummy!~ after that bused back to jurong & babylove came over to find me... & we mahjong again ! lols! was fun that day! we go out again soon yah ! =]]

13th april,
went to cine with babylove to watch movie ^^ [ as i posted alr ]

14th april,
meet up with jaslyn at far east.. went over to find th bomber jacket i eyed on 2 days ago but i jus cant find th shop... grrr~ forget it i brought another jacket from a blogshop ^^ nice~ hope it can faster arrive! =] shopped for hours again~ aftermaths, went to amy's shop awhile & run along... had to go home to have STEAMBOAT WITH BABYLOVE! ^^ but that day turned out disastrous.. =[[ nvm.. nx time will better! =]]

16th april,
went to ngee ann poly to fetch baby emily to celebrate her birthday in advance =DD we spent a day, normal yet fun tgt.. things are always fun went we'r tgt yea ^^ treat baby eat seafood located near her school quite famous i think? of course we will nv left out her darling prawns ^^ but to me not very nice.. aftermaths, bused back to jp... on th way damn funny! we took loads of pics while th people in th bus kept looking at us... hahahas! oh well~ who cares? definitely not us =pp we went to brought more films & went to baby's hse to continue with our self-proclaim photoshoot! =] we strike many weird poses! damn funny! =]] shall upload th pics when baby send me those pics yea ^^

18th april,
went jp with cousin to have lunch, shopped around & brought a grey dress =]] ,brought babylove's dinner, walked around & bused home... recently this few days damn humid i tell u! omfg! i take 242 home.. in th end, i left my keys with my cousin -.-! luckily her hse is just two streets away.. brought some yummy nuggets home & waited for babylove to come over.. watch mimic tgt... half of time i was hiding... HAHAHAHAHAS! wao lao! th insect so horrible! i scare canot ah?! after that, i went to 826 to meet liting & co. while babylove go home first.. at late night, babylove came over with a small cake to surprise me as 19th april is our 2nd mth tgt ^^ hahas! he looked so silly lahs! when one of th candle was accidently blown off & he tried to find his lighter to light it agin... lols! dumb~ accompany me till th nx day & went to work... i got a hard time getting him off th bed man! STUPID PIG!

19th april,
waited for babylove to knock off & went to jp to eat dinner tgt ^^ eat pizzahut.. went home early because tml babylove still have to work while i will have to attend school... initial plan was to go town but due to th humid weather plus he sure very tired jiu had a simple day =]] sweet & simple 2nd mths =]]

times

2009-04-13T10:59:00.000-07:00

recently, been spending most of th time with my babylove... hahas.. but i still take out time to meet my friends etc ; pardon me as i got stm.. cant really rmb ALL th things yea... =pp i haven blogged for SOOOOOOOOO long that when i'm at blogger's home page, they dont even rmb my email alr... -.-!

oh well, i'm here anyway... as far as i could rmb is fiona quarrel with jack & went over to my place to drink herself out while we're mahjonging. they keep quarreling recently... DUMP HIM ! lols.. dont vent ur anger on me hors~ as far as i'm know, i wouldnt be able to hold much yea... mahjong whenever i free/ feel like/ nth to do... hahahs!

quarrel with yijing... girl, dont be so selfish okay?! really cant tolerate it alr hors! better change if not wouldnt be like this time so easy let u off alr... guai guai ah ! ^^ after that mahjong with huiting, joshua & liting... meet babylove after that..

that day i went over to babylove's hse & he cooked breakfast for me ^^ he didnt sleep th whole night so after that he sleep & i watch ai jiu zi yi qi =] th next day, went back to hua yi to get my O lvl cert with babys! graduated from there! is like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y~! will be starting my new campus life over at RP ! hope is fun yah ! =]] going to school reopen & now i wants to go work.. LOLS! how lame can i get? but i need money to get all my wants! fuck! but if i work, i'll have lesser time with babylove as he is working now.. forget it~ will work when holidays come..

ytd came over to my place to have lunch tgt... as usual waited for me again... hahahas! went cine to watch fast & furious 4... nice ^^ ate brownies before watching th show.. yummy~ ^^
wah! i tell u i'm damn pissed off lahs! when th MOST EXCITING PART SHOW, SOME CARELEFARES WILL FUCKING COME IN & BLOODY BLOCK MY VIEW ! MAY ALL MORONS DIE~ i ranted & babylove looked at me giving me a shocking look... hahahs! after that we walked around & went to fareast.. fareast's shops close damn early! 8pm! -.- wanted to eat man jia le with babylove der but end up eating some shitty wanton mee.. =[[ ate cheesy saugage to neutralize my taste bud.. decided to bus back.. babylove sent me home & went home... i had a great day with u yea ^^ LOVES! =D

today went over to grandma's place =]] slacked over there & wait for babylove to come back.. we went night market to get some foods... was my idea again.. hahahas! always eat~ & went back to my place babylove instantly fallen asleepp... he was too tired alr.. slept till half-way even say mong hua funny lors... what doctor & nurse wan -.-! he went home early as tml still have to work.. as for me, going town again to meet jaslyn! =] so long nv meet her alr... have to go slp now, if not tml cant wake up.. =] nites!

baby's birthday

2009-03-26T08:51:00.000-07:00

tueday went to baby's trial after that meet up with babys! we went holland village.. wanted to visit emily's aunt but we go there visit her shop [ closed ] -.-! hahahahs! lols! went back home to meet liting & yijing... at night, baby came over & cut his sweet sweet birthday cake ^^ which my mama brought =]] touched bahs? surprised bahs? ^^ i was naughty & put cream on his face... he revenge, i angry... actually, act only caused i dont want him to take cream on my face... heehee! =p my face is so sensitive! got pimple after playing lors! damn it !

wednesday, is officially baby's birthday! =DD we went to sit flyer! pinned too much hope, hope that it'll be really fun... i want baby to be happy =] but wasnt that exciting =[ however, since baby said he enjoyed so everything was great? ^^ i think i got pamper him more that day? must ask him? heehee! while we were in th capsule, baby asked me alot of stupid qns! -.-! like ltr will my bag be stolen? fyi ; only we 2 in th capsule... how can th bag be stolen man! oh yah! i finally get to eat my popeyes! ^^ quite delicious.. we wanted to watch hotel for dogs but we were late so i dont wanna to catch th show but baby said will bring me go watch th next day... =]] after shopping & dine in at coffee bean, we cabbed back.. played mahjong again... forever wan... -.-! i want quit mahjong.. was very tired... slacked with baby & slp after that ^^ even though was baby's birthday but overall was like my birthday lidat -.-! hahahas! just wanna thks baby for everything... oh yah! baby surprised me with a bouquet of sunflowers! so fucking not worth lahs! didnt expect flowers to be this expensive! bloody cost $42 okay? i'll nv want flowers again cause i dont like flowers anyway.. baby, thks! =D I LOVE YOU, BABY!^^ <3

today went out with babys! so nv watch hotel for dogs with baby... but still babys & i watch confession of a shopaholic... was not really nice? but still not bad yea ^^ tml baby will bring me go watch movie.. ^^ ate new york new york for dinner =] wanted to eat bakerzine but their service REALLY SUCKS MAN! fucking pissed off! i tried to call them for bloody 3 times & they just ignore me when they were just in front of me okay? i believe my voice wasnt soft lors.. got angry & went off.. after dinner, we walked home ^^

will upload some pics tml ^^

steamboat

2009-03-22T00:04:00.000-07:00

i think i'm always lazy blog... so i'll blog once in a blue moon yea ^^ bear with me =pp .. cause i'll do things as & when i like it... heehee.. just like i will call fiona/ liting/ emily early in th morning just to tell them what ever i want to say... needless say, i always interupt their sleep =p

there is this time where fiona really cant stand me alr...
this is what she said to me' wah! serene~ ni u lai... never fail de lehs~' HAHAHAS! that's me =]

recently, have been mahjong with routining kah kee such as, bf / liting [ ALWAYS ] / YIJING [ got ur name hors!!! ] / joshua & blah blah blah... forget liaos.. hahas!

went out with bf that day... accompany him to do some stuffs... omg! he's SOOOO stupid lahs! buay ta han him man! bring me to th wrong direction so we had to walk here & there in th rain -.-! & we went vivo after he got his things done^^ we watched push... wah! lame show -.-! but a guy in th show managed to freak me out cause of his face... LOLS!
oh yah! that day i went out with liting to imm to shop but didnt manage to get my stuffs... T.T & got 1 day i went out with babys! as lei lei wanna get her CFP thingy fixed... aiyo, waited very long to be serve... they got only 1 helper whereas they got ard 5 booths? everybody that went down there requires help right? if not we will just get it done at home lors.. omg! so pissed off lahs.. aftermaths, we went to eat... guess what, even if we eat our lunch at coffee shop but we NEVER fail to pamper ourselves.. we order cereal prawns, scallop with brocoli & herbal soup individually for each of us... & trained down to bugis.. for a short shopping trip like we only shopped for ard 2hrs? & i spent almost $100 alr... really have to cut down on my expenses alr..

ytd went to bf hse as he celebrated his bday in advance.. dont celebrate next time no chance liaos~ hahahs! =p ate steamboat & pizza ^^ mahjong again~ after that bf send me home.. slacked at my hse... played 5-10 & dont know why i ytd so blur, keep on losing to him & was like a joke to him.. damn miracle! & i forced myself to drink th red wine... heng~ very small bottle only.. i got bruises on my arm & i start imagine things.. hahahas! lols! told him loads of nonsense! heehee!

I WANT CHANGE BF LAHS! my bf ALWAYS BLUFF ME ! PROMISE ALR YET NV DO IT! ASS! DONT WANT HIM ALR!

analysis of me

2009-03-15T02:36:00.000-07:00

i'm too bored & did another couple of quiz =pp

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties. [ true ]

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with. [ i dont think so?]

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right? [ babys will definitely think this is damn true. right? ]

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking. [ this will have to ask him ]

nx conculsion of me :
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

another quiz

2009-03-15T02:14:00.000-07:00

i did th quiz twice ^^

Your view on yourself :
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

th quiz

2009-03-15T01:48:00.000-07:00

i did this quiz which baby ask me to do & see if it reflects of me...

Your view on yourself: [ Quite true? ]
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: [ Ehh.. not true yet =x ]
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: [ maybe? ]
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation: [ prolly? ]
is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you: [ rather true ]
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success: [ fair enough ]
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of: [ TRUE ! ]
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self: [ should be? ]
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

trust

2009-03-13T03:05:00.000-07:00

just now went out with bf.. in th end, quarrel because of th betrayal thingy..
knowing him is at th brink of breaking down, i know i have to believe him..
from this very moment onwards,
i'll believe him & that's my very own opinion..
i'll not raise a word in front of u guys to defend him or whatsoever..
so that u guys will not think that i'm siding him or what..
i know he needs me to trust him & i'll..
as a gf, if i dont even believe him. who else will?
throughout our meals he had no expression,
only a stiff smile when i told him that my slipper is spoilt..
normally, he will laugh & say that i'm clumsy..
he looked so moodless & had endless thoughts..
looking at him being so devastated,
i cant do much but i guess the only way to lighten his burden is to give him my support.
& quarrel i think that is the least he wanted..

baby, i love you..
is really mushy words that i dont offen say to u..
& remember what u promise me,
my 9 surprises which ur SHOCKING NEWS is not included..
my flyer trip which u promised..
promise not to bully me,
& nonetheless, those promises that u'll make everyday of mine, happy. :D

read already dont too touched hors! ^^ <3

many many things!!

2009-03-12T19:55:00.000-07:00

my blog is going to rot if i still dont blog... didnt do much thing anyway... went to watch slumdog millionaire with babys! even though th show wasnt that nice... but i got to eat my favourite snack, NACHOS ^^ heehee.. after that we went home as emily's ah ma got cook dinner for her..

watched marley & me with emily & lei join us for dinner as she watch that show alr.. we eat pizzahut i think? forget alr... hahas... & we went to pack bakerzinc's oreo cheesecake home ^^ at night meet liting & co. to slack & home sweet home.. was not able to meet bf cause sth happened... =[

ytd went to enrol for RP with mom, fiona & jack.. was so damn tired man... have to register this & that.. have to take photo for my ez-link card... wao lao.. that person help me take till so ugly man.. ='[ then i brought my laptop, a pink one ^^ but very heavy, it weight 2.5kg.. imagine i have to bring it to school EVERYDAYYYYYY... bring my lappy over to th configuration station to have it configure.. that's not all okay? that's just practically done. i still have to print my O lvl slip & hand in on my first day of school.. have to apply for singpass to enable my mom to pay my school fees by using CPF.. once confirmed, still have to send a copy over to RP.. & register my lappy's warranty online.. so muach things to do... -.-! oh ya! must remember to take th invoice from my mom as it serve as a warranty too... went home to take a short nap & went to meet boon ee to 826 as she was hungry..

& saw THEM.. come'on lahs.. i guilty? is there an issue that i should be guilty of ? HAHAHAS! i act like i dont know u guys? come on lahs~ if i would to go over, confirm awkward lors.. who treat who SOOOOOOO differently? showing favouritism, obviously. nvm.. boon ee said i still got her.. ^^ went home after that... was very tired & fall asleep instantly after th last sms..

now, i have to go prepare & meet my bf.. ^^ if not he says i always late. just wish that emily can faster come back got so much to tell her.. =[

my daily routine

2009-02-23T19:16:00.000-08:00

oohs.. i so long nv blog... i also didnt realise it.. hahahas! recently, slacking my life lors... everyday almost doing th same thing again & again.. -.-! NO LIFE ~ everyday wait for my bf wake up, slp till so late -.-! average 3.30 pm.. late or not? den meet co. go mahjong. den he will send me home..

sunday, went over to my cousin place.. initially, was supposed to go over to emily's ah ma hse to have dinner but i too late in th end went to jp with cousin & her friend. i like everytime bluff emily lahs! say wan go her hse in th end nv go or go eat dinner in th end also nv meet... LOLS! i think she will beat me alr.. hahahas! we went to dine in at coffee bean.. was feeling very unhappy.. walk ard & chatted & bused home, didnt went to find co. went out ltr to meet boon ee & walked over to 24hrs coffee shop as boon ee wanted to eat.. & saw thiam boon & co. & yujie & co. chatted with both group... they'r like so entertaining lahs! hahahahs! make me laugh! =] yujie is always FUNNY ! bth ! hahahahs! after they all left, bf come down to fetch me home.. =]

ytd i then realise that i'm not allowed to get out of town as my passport's expiry date was near ! & i'm leaving for bangkok TML ! WTF LAHS! i was so lost... called up mama & got scolded -.-! i woke loads of ppl up etc; emily, amanda, fiona & bf... =pp bf was sleeping & i called telling him my passport expiry date was near & was instantly, wake up liaos... hahahahs! he accompany me to fix my passport. as usual, chit-chat, bicker & he laughed at me for many many things... he say i very dumb... LOLS! -.- ! luckily, th officer was quite nice & allowed me to get my passport tml morning as my flight is 7pm... I'M GODDAMN LUCKY ! ^^ after fixing everything, bf & i went over to ps as i wanted to eat pizza hut... i eat untill damn full ! hahahahs! loiter-ed there for awhile & went back to jurong as i think bf was damn tired lahs! he usually wake up at late noon, i woke him up at 11am plus... hahahahas! tml going bangkok alr ! must miss me ! ^^ bf will miss me loads right? ^^ gonna buy things for friends, mama & bf... =] LOVES !

so sad~

2009-02-18T08:43:00.000-08:00

today woke up at 10am... dont know y.. i ytd slept at 4am plus lors! cant slp, as expected. partly, also thks to someone.. =x LOLS! went to have lunch with liting & daph. after thatwent cycling with boon ee for awhile... hahahas! i just being bo liao.. fly my popo aeroplane so tml gonna visit her ! ! i so bad ! went to 812 to slack & crap.. aftermaths, went yijing hse MAHJONG AGAIN ! ahahahahs! den her daddy scold so all of them went up to my place to continue.. & now, they all went home so i'm here blogging... =pp

town with boon ee [ pics ]

2009-02-17T10:21:00.000-08:00

i loves colin didi ! he's so cute ! ^^

can u see me in boon ee's shade? heehee =p

just cant stop di siao-ing my baby! <3>

we being random ! took a pic after watching bride wars! =]

so addicted to ALWAYS BE MY BABY~

We were as one,babe

For a moment in time

And it seemed everlasting

That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free

So I'll let you fly

'Cause I known in my heart, babe

Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me

I'am part of you indefinitely Boy,

don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry, no

And I won't beg you to stay

If you're determined to leave boy

I will not stand in your way

But inevitably, you'll be back again

'Cause you know in your heart, babe

Our love will never end, no

I know that you'll be back, boy

When your days and your night get a little bit colder

I know that you'll be right back, baby Oh baby believe me

It's only a matter of time..

i like th version which was sang by david cook =]]

sounds more romantic & soothing..~

feel like posting baby's unglam pics! those that i force her to take wan... but dont know she will kb me not?... let's see her reply first ^^ babys! must miss me when i'm not around okay?!! ='[

town with boon ee

2009-02-17T09:03:00.000-08:00

it seems like i hv been blogging like everyday right? cause i'm goddamn fucking BORED lahs! today went out with boon ee =]] saw daph & her sis. so we trained tgt.. chatted loads of bo liaos stuffs! hahahahs! & went seperate ways as daph was heading to bugis... whereas boon ee & i went to get her watch fixed.. after that, we dine in over at pepper lunch. initially, i wanted to have pizza hut for lunch. however, my da xiao jie wants to eat pepper lunch... finish having our lunch, we went to borders & stayed there for quite long, reading magazines! =p today i'm a good girl ! i didnt buy anything ! LOLS! trying to control my spendings.. cause everybody is saying that i'm too spendthrift alr.. got mehs?! hence, i'll be thinking things to do that doesnt requires to spend loads of money... etc ; swimming, sun-tanning, read books, biking & go sit flyer with BABYS ! as i got a free ticket ! thks to babyloves! ^^ i think we going on this weekend? if not i going bangkok liao...

oh ya! gonna thks jingji bud SO MUCH today! ! ! he helped me to run some errors! which is meet my bastard manager to take my cheque from him ! jj replaced me to wait for that idiot ! that old jerk made jj waited for him so like 1 half hrs? felt quite guilty... gonna treat him sth! eg : like a meal? since he is good ! =]] so touched ! heng ah ! he willing to help me.. if not, i'll be th one waiting at there like ah hai lors! i'm so heng ! =DD seriously, if he nv help me, i dont know when den i can take my pay lors! & i'll be going to bangkok with empty-pockets.. LOLS! he owe me like goddamn long alr lors! fuck him! screw him! now, den i know y he so old still SINGLE ! go die bahs! asshole!

now, at this very moment, i want to GO SCHOOL ! feeling so unhappy! so disapproval of myself, so bu shuang, so frustrated , so angry, so angry that i'm at th brink of crying ! ! ! gonna have another night struggling to slp again.. ='[[[ !

=]

2009-02-15T21:12:00.000-08:00

my boring valentine day !

2009-02-14T15:48:00.000-08:00

today went out with jerlinda to spend our valentine... seriously, is so goddamn boring okay? meet up with her over at bugis... wanted to go sing K but was full & was like so expensive man ! for the pity lil 3hrs it'll cost like $31.80.. so we decided to catch a movie instead... due to me, desparately wanting to eat GV nachos... hence, we went to vivo. but th timeslots were like so FULL lahs! =[ went over to th pet shop & saw that toy poodle is so ADORABLE can?! hang out at th pet shop quite some time & loitered around vivo... so sian.. didnt really know what we can do... was kind of tired also.. every restaurant was so pack okays?! but we still decided to dine in at kim gary, their queue was like very long lors & waited for quite long ... i eat till soooooooo full lahs! -.-! i think i'll not go back there again... because everytime i go there, after i'm done... i always feel uneasy & have th feeling like i'm going to faint... LOLS! i also dont know y... after that, we went seperate ways home.. ='[ i went back to find liting.. slacked for SO LONG man... went up to ray's hse to majong... luck wasnt at my side... went home after that... stupid hk! bluff me again -.-! say want accompany me home... U GO DIE LAHS!

been not having good night sleep recently, feeling terrible... enrolling school kind of soon? just hope that school can start earlier? if not i wan find a job? been rotting & wasting my life away... everytime i slacked, i feel kind of useless? is not like i'm enjoying anyway? i'm not doing anything constructive either... dont know how to explain but just dont like it.. BORING~

ps to fiona : LOLS! is u dont want go out with him okays?! dont push th blame to me hors! hahahahas! den y didnt u celebrate it with me this this year? lols! i was at vivo also! haaahs! so many ppl so vivo lahs!

th disasterous curry sauce

2009-02-12T21:08:00.000-08:00

YTD I VOMIT LORS! thks to mabel. i was just merely bored & show her an expression with mouth wide open. so she decided to put mac's curry sauce into my mouth.. i was dumb-founded ! n faster go wash my mouth. despite washing, th taste still didnt went off ! OMFG ! is so goddamn digustingly awful lahs !!! which eventually made me vomit.. moreover, mabel still say my reaction very funny? -.-! daph & her think i over-reacted.. LOLS... ultimately, if u imagine someone put sth that u hate/ awfully disgusting into ur mouth, u'll puke not? till now even if i recall it, it is such an unpleasant experience... YUCKS!!! ='[

eileen's bday

2009-02-11T21:35:00.000-08:00

sat went out with my sweet jerlinda.. =] i was late again... hahahahhas! but this time jus awhile =p i will try not to be late lahs! hahahahs! we went to bugis to get my sandal & wanted to get my dress., but th shop closed alr due to th construction... -.-! after that we headed down to shaw hse to show bride wars.... not bad, quite sad & touching.. rate 3.5/5. & we both trained back to jurong as sweet was going over to her aunt's hse... while i go over to yijing's hse to majong... hahahhas! den go hk hse for another round... this time i never play... quarrel with hk & went home when fiona called to accompany me talk while i walk home.

i went praying on sunday with hk & daph... hk very kao bei throughout... anyway. he is always irritating ! when baby's hse to celebrate best partner's bday ! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EILEEN TAN YAN TINGGGGGGGG! ~ WOOHOO! ^^ we went to dian xiao er to eat... not bad... but this time, th prawns were not peel so i had a hard time eating... hahahas! cause i'll REFUSE to use my hands... i hate th greasy feeling even after i wash my hands.. ent back to baby hse to gamble & lost 20bucks! i never lose so much in my whole life... hahahas ! nvm.. fun can alr.. aftermaths, went over to i forget whose hse to majong & end up losing another 12 bucks... LOLS... gonna quit majong... if not ltr become auntie liaos... hahahahas!

monday, went out with BABYS! it been so long since we 3 went out tgt... we went to city hall to shop.. i brought a black top from mphosis & thinking should i get th white one too? & brought a cami-top from topshop ^^... i like it ! & went to dine in at asian kitchen... not bad. i like their cereal fried rice... nice lahs ! ^^ wanted to catch a movie bt no movie interests us so went back quite early. & i tink i went to ray's hse to majong? seriously, i got stm lahs... i forget whose hse i went to... hahahahas! after majong went home to sleep gao gao ^^

tue, went majong over at yijing hse. supposed to meet jaslyn loves over at mimi's shop but too lazy to go over... heehee... afte that what happened that day i forget alr... hahahahahas! omg... i'm OLD LAHS!

wed went bugis with liting & mabel... i decided to go mphosis to get my white top ^^ instead of just getting a white top, i got myself another red top =p.. we ate yoshinoya for lunch... so big! cant even finish it... hahahas! went to village tas girls wanted to get their boys things... while i get myself things ^^... i brought a high-waisted skirt & a jumper ^^... after that i was wore-out & we went back. went hk hse to majong.. finally, start to win again... ^^ been losing all th way lors... but i cha hu ! wao lao... had to pay $3.20 per person... nvm... learn from mistakes can lers... then, i disturb hk to wake up to play.. while i surf th net... hahahahs! sometimes really angry him lahs! keep pissing me off ! this time i blocked him in msn ! i think he very happy lors... because he suggested that i do it right away... grr! really annoying lahs him ! dont feel like talking to him anymore!

today, girls will be coming over to my hse to majong... -.-! again... auntie ting will buy lunch for me... now i will go bath & wait for them to come up.. ^^

hello!

2009-02-06T08:09:00.000-08:00

went queensway

2009-02-06T07:59:00.000-08:00

today was woke up by my bao bao... we arranged to go queensway to get my shorts & have my favourite ikea's meatball set as my lunch ! yipee! ^^ after finish shopping in ikea, we decided to head to th shopping mall but that we expected that it fucking rains! -.-! we were stuck there for quite some time & eventually, gave up & wanted to cad home... but i was so bu fu qi ! i went my way there & not getting my shorts?! hell NO ! so i decided to go get my shorts... hahahas.. after getting my shorts, we cabbed back to jurong... while baobao went to yitan hse i went to find liting & co. went up to mabel hse for majong & went home.. ^^

tml going to meet my cutie jerlinda! going to fareast to get my top & bag... & maybe going over to penisula to get my 3/4 sleeves tee & my bagpack for school ! ^^

went town with babys & best partner

2009-02-06T07:12:00.000-08:00

ytd i went town with baby & my best partner... ^^ bus-ed 174 to town... OMG! th bus was so god damn SMELLY lahs... those smelly bastards should get themselves soak in perfume okay?! y not just make things easier by staying at home??? their odor made me wanna puke okay? & made me so dizzy through out th journey...

first, we went to seek for a doctor for some consultation... while waiting, we went over to wheelock's zara. didnt really eye on anything expect for their cardinages.. i like zara's cardinage purely because they have colours like navy blue, beige & different variety of colours which makes them look different from those bugis street cardinage... actually, i wanna get th navy blue cardinage. but baby say dont wan cos prolly i wun wear it that offen... but i like it... guess i'm going back for it... hopefully th trip to bangkok can clear all my wishlist... that will be better lahs! i'm so looking forward to th oversea trip with my FRIENDS! is th 1st time! i always longed to go oversea with my friends! but sadly to say baby couldnt go oversea cause her mama dont let... hais! if not i would hav plan trip to bangkok, genting & KL..
=[[

we went back for th consultation & went to wisma to dine in WHISKY cafe... even though their variety of foods werent much to choose from but their foods were delicious.. their portion is big & filling.. =]] & went over to forever 21... actually, i wanted to get a tunic dress but somehow i just couldnt find it ! so disappointed! but i got myself a black top.. is very comfortable... & most of all i like it! ^^ best partner got herself 2 pairs of earrings... she prolly gonna wear it on her birthday.. which is sunday ! =]] i'm so honoured to be invited! hahahas! [ if she see this, she is so gonna laugh her ass out lahs ! =p ]

lastly, we went over to taka to get my GODIVA CHOCOLATE!! is BABY'S TREAT ! WOOHOO!~ LOVES HER! =D for 6 piece of chocolate it costs like $35 lahs! den baby warn me not to be so foolish to go share it with ppl... heehee! =p while choosing th chocolates, i was so indecisive on wat to get so eventually i was struggling to get th whisky choclate not.. & th sales girl was kind enough to let me have 1 to try.. com'on even if is 1, it alr costs like goddamn 5 bucks okay?! & it really taste damn nice lahs! th liquor inside th chocolate just simply gush out when i bite th chocolate... th liquor is so concentrated man! but is a very fanstastic taste! wooh!~ ^^ i'm not really addicted to alcohol but this definitly is one of th best ! =pp bus-ed 502 home.. i slp gao gao at ard 2am? trying to get my HEALTHLY ROUTINE back asap! hahahahas! IMPOSSIBLE~ =p

should i?

2009-02-04T08:20:00.001-08:00

i'm thinking of if i should get this hp not? is small, cute & cfm different from other ppl's hp... i shall ask my LOVES for suggestions !^^ i wonder if any hp shop is selling it so that i can go do some research...

PRODUCT SPECIFICATIONS：
Length*Width*Thickness: 60*63*21mm
Brand: Barbie – Dual Band (GSM 900/1800 MHz) , Dual SIM Card .
Weight: 110g Screen Resolution: 2 inch TFT LCD, 176*220 pixels
Color: Barbie Pink
Battery: 800mAh
Lithium Standby Time: 100~160hrs
Talk Time: 120~180mins
Contacts: Can store 500 contacts, 200 sms, support mms, support sms group sending.
FM Radio: Yes, with FM recording functions
Bluetooth: Yes, dual bluetooth
Camera: 1.3megapixels, CMOS light sensor, video capturing with voice.
Storage: 1G T-flash card (included)/ micro-SD compatible (expandable to 2G)
Ring tones: MP3/MP4
Internet Connection: GPRS/WAP
Connection to PC: USB Others: Calendar, To-do list, world clock, alarm clock, timer, calculator, games, currency converter, converters, health management, able to support MP3, MP4 & 3GP movies.

PACKAGE INCLUDES:
Handphone x1, Pink Velvety Phone Pouch x 1, Lithium Battery x2, Charger x1, Stereo Earpiece x1, USB cable x1, Pink Stylus x1, User Manual x1.

think i'll decide within this week cause i tink i really should get a new phone ! i'm so damn broke... going to bangkok on 27th & come back on th 1st? going with kai & co. my mama paid th air ticket for me alr & i'll have to pay for my own expenses... hope she'll be kind enough to give me some allowance... nonetheless, bangkok is famous for shopping right? hence, baby & i decide to invest some money to get some stocks back to sell in our blogshop ! =D so much things to buy!

first, contact lens will burn a big hole in my pocket alr... -.-! i think i'll spend like 200bucks?

secondly, hp lors... have to physco my mama to buy for me.. [ prolly ice-cream phone or th barbie phone ]

thirdly, a leather jacket / bags / clothes... [ unpredictable ]!

fourth, my expenses in bangkok... & for sure i going for SHOPPING & PUBBING & CLUBBING over there ! i wanna go there to have a HELL LOADS OF FUN THERE! woohoo~! kai said he'll protect me till th max... if he can... i just hope they dont BULLY ME can alr! hahahahahahs! hors reign? i scare got RIOTS / GOT LOST THERE & THINGS GET SNATCH AWAY?! [ choy! TOUCH WOOD ! ! ! hahahahas! ] my grandma is so sick worried.. she will call my mama every now & then to check if i leave for bankok alr not.. & i tink my mama wil get me a dont-know-what card so that i can call back...

lastly, things for school ! lappy / clothes / shoes / bags & some other stuffs? going to school on 19th april ! RP ! I DONT WANNA BE ALONE! i tink i'll physco bao quan to look for me for lunch & wait for me to go home tgt! hahahahs! he's so going to pull my cheek! LOLS! if not i'll just hope that my lei got into th same school as mine ^^... BECAUSE GOT SOMEONE IS J'S DOG MAHS... hors? hahahahs! nvm... dont worry girl... i'm not angry... u wan to be with who is ur choice... ^^ but dont everytime pei him hors! I BITE U HORS! ^^ i wanna buy myself a CHIO LAPPY! ^^ i wan get a red one?

I WANNA WORK ! SO THAT I CAN PAMPER MYSELF WITH LOADS OF GOODIES! ^^ i wanna get my samung i8 asap so that i can take THONGS OF PICS WITH BABYLOVES! <3 i tink i'll get everything in pink? heehee! =p

should i go work in sentosa? or should i slack till school reopens? any job intro?!

ah wen

2009-02-04T05:33:00.000-08:00

i'm damn muathfucking pissed off by ah wen today... seriously, if u think u'r just joking/ playing. then i think u over-broad it.. so freaking childish ! i cant stand it for example ytd; the majong incident.. y so serious? is jus a game right? & if u r allowed to hit me then y am i not allowed to retaliate? use ur strength to do something more constructive? dont go down to 812 isit? den dont go lors.. like i need that? LOLS! i dont have to take any fucking shit from u ! since u like to agitate ppl to go home.. one day, everybody will start leaving u. i'll be more than happy to witness the fall of that day =]

to daphne : if u tink i being exagerating? den i have nth more to say... from ur sms i can tell u'r siding ah wen & think that it is not any big deal.. maybe u can tolerate ah wen's joke but not me...

so sian

2009-01-29T09:26:00.000-08:00

today, i sleep till late afternoon & acutally supposed to go over to hock kong hse eat steam boat with co. but my grandma cook dinner for us alr... so have to go over.. went over to hk place to have LOADS OF PRAWNS ! i now at hock kong hse... so sian.. actually, playing majong wan.. but ah wen go down eat, ah bin go smoy stke.. now hock kong crapping with me... CHIN HOCK KONG ! ALWAYS SAY WAN SLEEP IN THE END KEEP TALKING TO ME NON-STOP! cause he say i very good to di siao... lols! waiting for them to come back... ah bin smoke so long lahs! y still dont want come back?! i so bored! have to entertain CHIN HOCK KONG! FASTER GO SLEEP LAHS!

quiz

2009-01-26T23:18:00.000-08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Disappointment
Losing Someone
Looked down on
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Death
http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_is_your_true_fear">What is your True Fear? http://www.gotoquiz.com/">Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

is like rather true? i'm a person full of pride...

What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract models! Congrats, something about you makes those model-quality people flock to you. This is good for obvious reasons - they look great, just having them nearby attracts other models, and it opens doors for you - like exclusive clubs and whatnot. If you are seeking pure physical beauty, you are all set. If you are seeking someone that is not cynical and slightly bitter about humans in general, someone focused on the human condition and intellect, then you are out of luck - but who cares, you attract models!
You attract artsy people!
You attract unstable people!
You attract Yuppies!
You attract geeks!
You attract rednecks!
What type of person do you attract? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

What type of partier are you? Your Result: The rock-star party animal You like to get trashed, mostly on domestic beer and mix them with shots of Jaeger till you end up screaming lyrics at the top of your lungs while playing air-guitar to the music. You like the cheap and seedy bars because you can really let loose and get hammered without worry. You get in trouble for the occasional 'spitting/spraying beer in the air from your mouth', aka, the 'beer sprinkler'. You are viewed as energetic and crazy, and can be either the life of the party or the one who gets a group of friends banned from a bar.
The Lurker
Bar Social Butterfly
The Socialite
Bar Slut
The designated driver
Hardcore drunk
What type of partier are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

bearbear bday

2009-01-23T20:28:00.001-08:00

so long nv blog AGAIN... hahas! ytd i went over to town first.. wanted to get GAP tee but the new design i dont like.. moreover, i dont even have th red tee that i wan... went to ctn on to get a pair of white shorts ^^ aftermaths, went over to bugis AGAIN ! i been going over there like continueously for a week? lols! wanted to go TOP ONE de... butbutbut, we too late! I WANT GO LAHS! ass! den went over to bugis village awhile... slacked at mimi's shop den headed to hock kong hse for BEARBEAR'S BDAY! ^^ not my DOG hors! is HOCK KONG'S BRO! hahahahahahhas! ! on the way back den i motherfucking realised i lost my chomel necklace that my mum brought it for me for cny! she confirm going to scold me liaos if she ever finds out! CHUI ! -.-! hopefully, i left it at mimi's shop! [ cross-fingers ] majong-ed & WALKED home @ 2am lidat... lunckily got fiona accompany me talk on th phone... if not i sure cab home wan... talk to her till i super tired & go sleep gao gao ^^

today i think i gonna stay at home & do some spring cleaning? or maybe go town later if bing hong is meeting me... i dont want go alone... very sian wan... but confirm bing hong DOTA till very late wan.. i wan go buy a top lahs! STRESS! SHOULD I GO?

bearbear bday

2009-01-23T20:28:00.000-08:00

goodbye~

2009-01-18T07:39:00.000-08:00

I'M SUPER DUPER NOT FINE ! I WANNA SCREAM ALL OUT!

I'M ALL GOBBLED UP BY UNHAPPINESS !

now then i seriously realised prolly our 5yrs of friendship is so freaking fragil..

it doesnt even worth a fucking penny...

i shouldnt have fork out so much..

i shouldnt rely on u guys so much...

i did much more than i should & now it's irrecoverable

i always tell myself not to give so much but i just cant stop giving..

nonetheless, u guys dont care as i said i have no lack of friends right?

i didnt treat u guys as JUST ANOTHER FRIEND..

maybe u guys did?

since u posted as private then i shall not insist on reading it..

anyway, since it's private, the content inside it i guess it wouldnt make me feel good either?

this problem always incurred in my friendship...

i always i feel i give too much & get too little = unimportant

yah.. i admit i like th feeling of being seeing as an important friend

it indicates how much u respect me..

& let me feel that what i did or do is worth it..

i shouldnt have dote u so much..

nvm... i think we'll go separate ways & carry on with a new beginning with new poly friends..

i'll not cry & this shall be one of my new year revolution :

not to rely/trust /give too much

goodbye our patheic friendship~

ps to emily : i'll return u ur money once i get my pay. i think should be within this week.. hope you dont mind.. if u really in rush then i will take it from my mum first..

2009-01-18T06:24:00.000-08:00

went to far east

2009-01-18T05:09:00.000-08:00

ytd i went to far east with liting & mabel.. =]] it's been so long we nv go out SHOPPING together already... we always meet to go pub =pp as usual i'm late because of my freaking lashes! then i was late for bloody 2hrs! LOLS! made liting angry... apologize & she okay liaos.. =]] we went to far east but seriously, there is nothing much for me to buy! =[[ i'm considering to buy the black/ white hoodie not.. should i? hahahs! anyway, no rush... i'll wait for my posting to be out first! so anxious to know which poly i will be studying in! maybe not even 1 poly wants me? then i think i will most prolly stop school for 1 year to retake? or might as well step into th 'adult world' LOLS!
i think when th posting is out & sucessfully i got into any 1 of th poly, i'll start buying MORE clothes, bagpack & sandals... =p

back to what we did in far east =]] we went to man jia le to had our lunch/early dinner.. their food not bad but i like their milk tea more... ^^ while we were dinning, fatfat came over to meet us.. we chat-chit & crapped... he just simply cant keep his hands off my head! he keep wanting to pat my head... LOLS! like i'm a petpet lidat! hahahas! i dont really mind but he does freak me out when we walk & i'm too engrossed in talking then he suddenly pat my head... -.-! to those who know my pattern, sure can foresee that my reaction confirm BIG... hahahas! as long as DONT TOUCH MY FACE, i'm alright with it.. saw jagong & terence but i didnt saw siti... hahahs! he was with jagong but i think i miss him out... ring-ed him up & quarrel again... it like everyday must at least once... LOLS! at night he called i hung up.. bad? hahahs... we always alright after awhile.. =]] went to pub 33! confirm ytd got feel to stay there! but we were really broke & slacked there for like 1hr then went home... T.T! took last train home... jace jiejie treated us a jug of housepour & that caused fiona to give me those idiotic laugh -.-! caused she was tispy -.-! WEAK~! just abit & she cant take it liaos... fiona, it's time for u to go train liaos.. pubbing with us so long liaos, still no improvement! tsk tsk tsk~ HOMED~ now i wonder how did i managed to stay up till 2am plus? & phoned with siti... normally, i'll just fall asleep alr... hahahs! chatted with him while watching red cliff.. i told him i was watching red cliff then he popped this qns..
he ' so am i disturbing u? '
me ' [hesitating] no ' because if i would said yes, he cfm go crazy & nag me! =xx!
he ' laughing ~ '
actually, i was quite distracted.. but nvm.. i can re-watch it since it DVD...=]]
in return, he said he is going to treat me to watch red cliff 2 =DD
i'm so good lors... sacrificed my beauty sleep to accompany him lors..
talk & talk, i start to yawn..
& he commented this... everytime we talk i'll ALWAYS be 1st to request to hang up th phone for whatever reasons... & i did some self-reflection & i discovered... it's true man~ LOLS.. then i finally cmi alr, we end th conversation at 5am plus... i went to sleep gao gao ^^

siti

2009-01-16T22:04:00.000-08:00

hahas! i think siti so ke lian... everytime i bully him but he still bear with it & say sorry to me even though it may be my fault... but luckily i still got him... we always on & off.. we can be very good den after that never even contact.. maybe we'r both busy? hahas! nonetheless, i always bluff him? i always say will call him back but i always forget or never call back [ lazy =xx ] but SITI WAH WEI MING! dont forget what u promise me hors! u break ur promise again, u die! whahahahahahs! i'm so unreasonable~ only i'm allowed to break th promises... =pp think prolly meeting him later? cya! ^^ SHOPPING LOVES ! now, i'm going to wake him up from his sleep! =p

quarrel

2009-01-16T21:16:00.000-08:00

so long never blog alr... been busy enrolling for POLY! hopefully, i can get in =[[ should have work harder for my sci... quite disappointed with my results... but nvm... alr lidat liaos.. just bear with it lors..

ytd went work out session with boon ee... saw so many familiar faces etc, my classmates & guo yao they all... LOLS! they are there, i felt so awkward lahs... but heng, they come only at ard 4 lidat & we planned to leave at 4.30 ^^... aftermaths, i went over to my ah ma's hse.. to pass over th set of sailor clothing to my lil baby jayven ^^ he super cute lahs... when he wears th set, i will take pics & upload here. =]] had dinner [ sambal prawns, YUMMY! ] & rushed back home as victoria intro me a job which is to work for tiger beer & i'll get paid 20bucks per hrs! good $$ right? thks vic! =D but something cropped up really bad last night... but luckily managed to put it off ? [ cross finger ! ]

i guess when i patch back with one friend i will quarrel with another? patch back with fiona.. but quarrel with lei & emily... seriously, u'r not in my position... u dont know how rush & how anxious i am... i believe if is u, u trying to discuss sth with me in rush, then i keep giggling away not listening to u... how will u feel? i felt that it so rude & disrespectful okay? therefore, since u'r not interested in th conversation, i might as well hanged up th phone.. i think since we'r both stubborn parties, i guess.. next tue's meeting have to be cancel liaos... =[

meeting liting & mabel to go town later! going far east to get my sandal ! =]

i'm heartless

2009-01-07T10:45:00.000-08:00

seriously, this post of mine will let u guys know how heartless i can be...

this was what i sms her.. 1st
' i wun forgive u ! dont ever come back to us! last long hors! =] '
there was still some hope of reconciliation..
if she replied i broke off with him..
but after hrs & hrs, she nv replied...
there goes all my trust & my friendship towards u.
utterly disappointed in u... this is not th 1st nonetheless, it wun be th last..
i had enough of it.. i detest u placing ur bf in th 1st place.
he bullied me, u just let him be.
he hang my call when i was talking to u, u just abide him
he speaks ill of me in front of u, u just ignore it..
what kind of friend is this? seriously...
everytime, u need help, we always there but not him
even u come jurong oso not looking for us but him

i sent her a sms even meaner
' u cant get both. after going through so much tgt, u eventually still choose him. this kind of friend i dont need & dont want. even now if u choose to turn back, i dont want u alr. from now on, we'r strangers. jus take it we nv know each other..'
it's not just a paragraph of words that i sent to her because i was a moment of anger.
i'm tired. i'm tired being ur shelter.
when u'r tgt with him, u abandoned us
when he did whatever shit, u come to us.
seriously, u dont need us man. all th actions & all proved, how important we'r to u..
i admit i'm really harsh.
but u'r now free.. =D
u hv to decide ur things on ur own for now on..
jia you ! =]

nevertheless, i would like to thk all of ur participation in my life & all that u have given me.

jacky goh.. next time before u ever comment on ANYONE.. PLS MUATHFUCKING LOOK INTO TH MIRROR FIRST ! think about those DISGUSTING & GROSS THINGS u did okay? u'r not fit to say people lahs.. i wonder y u living on th earth wasting resources... tsk tsk tsk~

i want prefect

2009-01-05T19:24:00.000-08:00

chinese new year coming ! seriously, i gonna list down what i want to do, what i want.. u guys will think i'm damn hard to satisfy & make sure ur jaw dont drop... hahahas! but i dont care.. also nv ask u all to pay ! hahahs!

1. buff & removal of teeth [ $350? ] if i want braces, i think like 10times more?
2. rebond my hair [ $70-$80 ]
3. medicure & pedicure [ $50 ]
4. dye my hair [ $50 ]
5. facial [ $40 ]
6. visit face doctor [ $70 ]
7. brown sandal
8. shades from charles & keith
9. white hoodie
10. black hoodie
11. grey cardinage
12. leather jacket
13. egyptian magic cream
14. river island chic perfume
15. samung pixon
16. sony mp3
17. poldroid camera
18. samung i8
19. new year clothes!

if my mum ever see this she will like omfg ! hahahas!
how i wish i'm filthy rich ! then, i will treat my friends to go oversea with me!

tough start

2009-01-04T06:11:00.000-08:00

am i just being paranoid? or is 2009 really not a good year for me?
hp bill brust, mama nag me.
nv do housework, got scolded.
people dislike me?
get into unnecessary trouble.
disappointments?
not working, got nag... saying i caused the bills to raise.

whatever... just hope it'll slowly get better & better.. [ make it prefect, if can ]
HOPEFULLY !
now, all i want is to pass my O lvls & nothing else matters..

nights... i'll hide inside my room to avoid further nags! then, go sleep gao gao.. BYE!

raphael

2009-01-01T21:14:00.000-08:00

RAPHAEL KANG IS THE SINGAPORE NEXT TOP MODEL ! HAHAHAHAS!

guess what? i see him every now & then... know why?

he is a model for CITIBANK~

PS TO RAPH : you see this u cfm go ' WTF~' hahahahas!

LOOK LIKE YOU NOT? hehehe! ^^

pula ubin ~

2008-12-29T22:28:00.000-08:00

H-E-L-L-O ! ! ! I'M BACK ! =DD
gonna be a SUPER LONG POST ! =pp

so long never blog , did so much things.. so much things happened, be it bad / good... got so much things to write here.. but i lazy... not gonna write much.. HAHAHAS!

first let's start with my birthday...

didnt really enjoyed... so tiring & so not united... feel kind of disappointed & pissed off.. perhaps even a normal outing will even outcast it... it didnt turn out the way i expected... but forget it... i will make sure on my 18th birthday to be a happy & memorable one ^^

secondly, christmas eve

i cant remember what i did on the afternoon... hahahas! STM ~ but at night i went to pub 33 to celebrate with bel bel & co. ... but unfortunately, the poilce came along -.-! spoilt our mood & all underaged will have to leave -.-! nonetheless, i was one of them... aunt mary was fined.. damn it... aftermaths, we went over the MOS burger to settle down first & discuss where we wanna go.. bel bel they all decided to go PA, while we stay in pub 33.. i tio spray untill SUPER JIA LAT ! GOT 1 UNCLE REALLY FUCKING ANNOYING CANS??? HE KEPT SPRAYING INTO MY EYES & MOUTH & FACE LORS! i feeling like slapping him & kick him real hard in his cock lahs! ! ! damn angry ! had quite a loads of fun there... ^^
CHRISTMAS i was too tired to go out liaos... hence, slack-ed at home & slept gao gao the whole day... hahahs!

thirdly, isetan private sale

i went to town in the early afternoon to meet up with my cousin first to have lunch.. we had our lunch over at the new whisky cafe, located at wisma 3rd floor.. even though their variety of foods to choose isnt much but their foods were nice ^^ especially, their fries.. ^^ will upload the pictures of the foods.. =] went to isetan private sales at scott road.. as i am one of their members i'm allowed to bring along another 3 more people in... i asked fiona & amanda along but they cant make it... sorry boon ee... i thought i got ask u along... -.-! stupid me... hahahs! i brought my cousin & my baby mama in.. didnt went with emily as she went with her mum & sis... i bought some stuffs like givenchy's lip gloss , m)phosis 's black racerback dress , forever 21 navy blue long sleeves & mango top... finally, i go home with loads of things! woohoo~ so long didnt have the shopping feeling liaos... now, i got a list of things to buy... -.-! have to spend a bomb liaos... so broke... I WONDER WHE CAN YIJING RETURN ME MY MONEY... is like forever.. -.-! will never lend her money liaos... lend already want take back still get scolded by her... LOLS.. baby also scold me stupid to lend her money.. hahas... took bus 502 home & while waiting for bus, i saw simon... crapped with him.. quite funny lahs him ! ask me to join him for a event, organised by his friends... is to dress like a clown IN TOWN okay?! I DONT WANT LORS! ...but anyway, take care bud =DD went home sleep gao gao ^^

fourth, fetch my emily !

went to town with fiona & boon ee in the late afternoon... brought a red zara hoodie & a top... fiona brought a top from there too... i promised to get boon ee a liquid eyeliner as i'm getting it also... prolly, getting from CYBER COLOUR or should i get it from DODO CLUB again?... fiona also promised to get me a FASIO PEACOCK MASCARA as a belated birthday cum christmas present ! ! ! =DD THKS LOVES! <3 aftermaths, we went to taka as boon ee wanna get amos royce chocolate! & saw bel bel... talked to her for so long that actually, i wanted to give emily a suprised but failed... she knock off lers... so she went over to taka to find us... ^^ as usual we talk & laugh like crazy... ESPECIALLY ME ! ! ! so damn funny lahs! =pp [ fiona STRESS! ] hahahas! initially, i wanted to visit the new comestic store & pull & bear at taka but we were too late.. -.-! nvm... will go there again.. then, we find a place to rest.. & liting called & asked if wanna go pub.. but i was just too lazy to go.. hence, rejected her... =[ they went to pub 33 & discovered it closed already].. due to the police check again... i think next time it'll be difficult for us to go there liaos... T.T !

since, the shops were all closed, emily, boon ee & i went to holland v to slack & eat.. while, fiona went home... hais... too bad who ask her to stay at yishun... ate xiao long bao from crystal jade ^^ nice ~ & went to cold rock to have a big tub of ice-cream shared by us... then, we had instant noodles from 7-eleven ! all from korea ! =DD hahahs! i think it been so long emily & i eat this kind of things together lers... everytime, when we'r out together, we will always spend like at least 15 bucks on our foods? cabbed home at 1am plus after that.. quite exp lors... cab fare costed us around 20 bucks... i went home to watch ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni & sleep gao gao ^^

fifth, excursion at pula ubin ! [ytd]

now, i'm a LOBSTER liaos... SEXY OKAYY?!! hahahas!! i know i lame... i'm so red now! nonetheless, is SUNBURNT LAHS! went with boonee, amos, amanda, yitan & emily... meet 8am at jp interchange & i woke up at 6.30am ... so early! the night before i slept gao gao at 3 plus lors! watched ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni & supernatural ! woohoo!~ the guy so shuai lahs! ^^ i told boon ee bout it then she asked me..
she : ' u watched the show or watched the guy? '
me : ' both '
she : ' but u watched the guy more lahs. '
both : [ laughed ! ]
on the way, bickered with STUPID TAN YI TAN ! he LOVED TO SHOOT me lors! LOLS! but of course play play de lahs! we know each other for so long liaos... ^^ amos better. cause he only bully boon ee! hahahahahas!~ oops! =pp.. we reached pula ubin at 10am... we cycled half a day... from 10am to 5pm... how to not become lobster?! emily & i shared a bicycle as she dont know how to ride a bicycle.. then i tell her
me : ' is time for u to learn.. '
she : ' u think i should learn ah?? i learn korean language can lers..'
me : -.-! ' of course lahs '
actually, bicycle brings us quite loads of fun what...
we took a ferry there... guess what? i actually saw my ex-schoolmate... hahas! so coincidence.. =]now i know why soooooooo many people got injured there.. the place is full of rocky roads, muddy roads , steep roads & pool of water here & there.. whenever i have to go down to really steep lopes i scare lors.. i scare i cant break properly & will end us both in hospital or injured.. as compared to amanda thay all's mountain bikes... ours is just a stupid, old bike lors [ pic of it will be uploaded ] ... the brake didnt function very well... i pressed soooo hard on the brakes that my palms were really painful cans? after we had our ride, we went to have our dinner over at a restaurant named ' ubin first stop' [ in chinese ] their foods was nice! fresh ! & quite cheap? i supposed? we ordered chili crab, butter prawns, kangkong, osyter & chicken which cost us $120 lidat... i think if got chance... we will go back again? actually, we city people should try going uban sometime... it'll be a very different experience as compared to what we do in the town / pub / clubbing... even though we played till really messy & dirty but we just dont mind about it & relax there... it's a brand new feeling... try it ^^
MUST BRING ! : insect repellent, camera, water bottle & loads of tissuse/towel ^^

our next trip i think we will be going to the so called turtle island? prolly, next week i guess? ^^
will upload the pictures once i receive from amanda & boon ee =]]

birthday!

2008-12-19T09:06:00.000-08:00

today is my 17th BIRTHDAY ! woohoo!~ BBQ at my hse. starting at 6pm! ^^ rmb to ask me for my address if u duno yea! ^^ today baby said i tiko & cheeky... that day said i cheeky... then next time will be what??? LOLS! hopefully, everything will be alright! gonna enjoy till siao! all my LOVES will turn up ! <3>

I LOVES TO BE THE BIRTHDAY GIRL ! ^^ <3
what i said, they listen..
what i want, i get.
what i wanna eat, they will have no objections.
what i wanna do, they will follow.
where i wanna go, they will go also.
what to watch i decide.
when i'm late, i'll be spare from the scoldings =pp

sounds really beening pampered like a QUEEN hors?
hahahs! meow!~ so loved!~ =DD

ytd went to IP MAN with eileen, zhi lei & emily. the show was damn fucking nice! even though, the name sounds kind of weird though... i want to watch it again lahs! ^^ this movie is much more violent as compared to huo yuan jia lors! that means, that idiot jack neo scare huo yuan jia will decrease his movie hits & rated huo yuan jia as NC16 is real lors! meet fiona for lunch first as she working at jp... i want to watch YES MAN ! seriously, i think i suffering from MOVIE MADNESS ! i been watching movies like ALMOST EVERY SINGLE DAY. in a week i watch all those movies...

first, the day the earth stood still.
second, bolt
third, twilight
fourth, IP MAN
then going to.. will be YES MAN
hahahs... am i crazy or what lahs... hahahas!

pics of ben & us

2008-12-17T08:40:00.001-08:00

i know that there are gays ard but i nv expected this...

kisses! *chu~*

A GIRL WHICH WE DISCOVERED.. GUESS WHAT IS ON HER PLATE..

[ ans : a cold crab, 4 piece fillet, ard 10 prawns & sotong rings ]

BEN & KOON ! HAHAHAHS!

the cup of hot chocolate lahs! i should have taken a pic of the pic they pin up lors..

actually, he wasnt playing the keybroad..

he was just merely posting ! hahahahas! =p

ah chui wearing his shoes

his CHUI FRONT VIEW

HIS CHUI SIDE VIEW

i doubt anyone will wan to be like her... she was drunk, sitting on the floor laughing to me like a moron! ^^

chui alr still insist of playing the cards.. then,

finally CMI liaos~

a piece of me huh ^^ emily u tan tio siol ! ^^

get close~ hmm... too close liaos lahs! teehee~

THE 4 AWESOME ! =D

outing with ben

2008-12-17T08:04:00.000-08:00

today went to jp with emily & her sis to watch twilight ! nice lors! the vampire damn devoted to the girl and the girl is damn devoted to that vampire also! they both willing to suffer & sacrifice for each other to be tgt... okay...it's all fake lahs... it's just a show... but girls like this kind of movie mahs.. ^^ after that, emily went for her korean lesson. while, i went to find liting they to slack & i help a girl ^^... i did a good deed lors! hahahs! just some kiddo stuffs~ lols! always ridiculously childish lahs... okayy.. whatever~

ytd went out with bao cai, benjiamin & emily! it's been so long since last we go out tgt again yea... nevertheless, bickered with benjiamin! he always provoke me! grrr... we went to have our lunch at new york new york! ^^ favourite~ saw xinyi [ bingjie's gf ] she called me. at first, cant recognise her... hahahs! but she got help us take pics ^^ we went to cathay to watch BOLT! ^^ cute doggy! quite nice... initially, wanted to watch ip man wan but tickets were sold out... T.T! nvm... nx time .. while waiting for th movie to start, we went over to ps but really got nth for us to buy... recently, i keep on going back home with empty hands! wao lao! aftermovie, we went to ban & jerry... utterly disappointed with them lahs... i order a cup of hot chocolate causing i was really freezing... damn fucking COLD... but the pic of th hot chocolate & its actual drink was REALLY DIFFERENT okay?! LOLS! then we headed back to jurong east as bao cai meeting his friend & we decided to have a small drinking session over at emily hse.. teehee! brought chivas.. only drink less than half bottle they chui liaos... HAHAHAHAHHAS! OMFG! lalalals! so happy! i just love to see ppl chui ! ^^ben & i left at ard 4am... cabbed home & talked on phone with emily & sleep.. random : i want to buy the pink LG phone & samung i8 in pink too ! i'm pink! ^^
WAS SO FUN LAHS THAT DAY! ^^totally enjoyed ! =D we took LOADS OF PICS& REALLY LOADS OKAYYS?! ^^

tattoo

2008-12-15T08:54:00.000-08:00

today went to bangkit with liting & fiona... cause fiona putting her VERY FIRST TATTOO! ^^ let the pics do th talking for me ^^
pictures gonna include pics which was taken on my grandmother's birthday family dinner.. ^^
I LOVES / CARE / HUGS / ADORES /DOTE MY GRANDMOTHER ! <3<3<3 ! JAYVEN NG IS SOOOOOO CUTE! =] i named him lors! nice name right? ^^

liting wait till wan slp liaos..

the ending result of waiting 2hrs

crazy pics

2008-12-13T22:49:00.001-08:00

as i said i will put his chui pics ! ^^

augustine & I =]

random pics~

V FOR VICTORY! ~ CHEERs~

they'r all jace's friends

see how happy liting was.. ^^

uncle alfred trying to act fierce -.- HAHAHAS!

i'm crazy!

2008-12-13T22:11:00.000-08:00

ytd went to jp work from 4pm to 6.30pm... in between i saw many friends lahs... hahas! i saw zhan jie & his friend.. zhi yong na pa & his gf.. after finish working, i went to find linda & liting.. went to fox to buy the blue racerback that i aim yea ~ mama paying for it! ^^ went home without waiting for mabel... recently, she overtake me liaos... my place, the late queen... hahahas! slacked at home.. called up friends see anyone interested to go drinking but sadly, NO ONE LORS! ! went to jp to meet liting & mabel. i was the first to reach okay?! hahas! PROUD~ ^^ i went to meet eugene they all first... crap & talk & laugh out loud~ everytime wan... hahahas! cause yujie is ALWAYS FUNNY, zhao ming is ALWAYS GONG, eugene is ALWAYS GOOD TO DI SIAO, su jie is ALWAYS DAO, alvin to ALWAYS TAG TEAM WITH THEM & thiam yu ALWAYS WANNA PROVE THAT HE'S TALLER THAN ME! hahahas! btw, happy belated birthday to thiam yu yea ^^ aftermaths, train-ed to bugis to pub 33 again... hahahas! like going down almost every fortnight right?

anyway, ytd was fun! hahahas! even though only 3 of us... but eventually, xiao tong's friend was there & one of my ex-colleague was there! & they'r friends lors! hahahas! so coincident~ ^^ we played games the usual ones! & nevertheless, they lose to me! hahahas! feel so good to win ppl lahs! but i lose to qiaohui's bf & an uncle lahs! the uncle told me, he cant lose to me because ltr he no face! hahahas! ytd i was given several nicknames lor! qiao hui called me xiao la jiao, her bf called me xiao mei -.-! [ cause i look really young , quite happy lahs! =P ] ah yong called me xiao bu tian... ahahs! got so many name lors... i gave beeying a english name bel bel~ easier to rmb ya? ^^ we promised to go 33 on christmas' eve! =D we'r so united~ ohh ya... forget to mention augustine,my darling sister came along! he damn fucking chui lahs! hahahahahs! really DAMN OKAY?! OMFG! i laugh at him till crazy lahs! HAHAHAHAHAHS! i think my next post will be on who is in for ah chuichui family~ ^^ swee bo? fiona u all cfm stress right? ^^

FUCK! there's something wrong with my blogger... cant upload th damn pics! nvm! i promise i'll upload ! ^^

bangs! & seriously, i feel th pain lingering in my heart & going to conquer my head !

2008-12-13T04:50:00.001-08:00

i went to fiona's place to cut bangs! hahahas! liting they all like my bangs... just wanna try & see how i will look in bangs.. ^^ quite satisfied with it yea ^^ i look neater too? hahahs! sians! went to work just now at jp... the job was really boring... hope i will be selected to work in cool little things... hope they call me soon! hahahas!

i'm so muthfucking indecisive!
i dont know what i want!
i dont what i wanna do!
i cant help but feeling ABIT lost... just ABIT~
feeling frustated , sad , aimless , guilty , dont bear & all kind of MIXED FEELINGS!~
everytime have to fake a smile, force a font..
kind of tired already??
hopelessly, being manipulated by my heart..
the feeling of heartache lingers in my heart..
i'm done [ MAYBE? ]
cant think properly, cant decide properly...
WHATEVER!~ -.-!

asked raph they all go to drinking but failed eventually... he asked me if i was alright? i told him i'm fine.. dont worry... perhaps, i'm just A LITTLE BIT NOT FINE? just~ fuck that feeling! maybe just i cant get what i want therefore i'm frustated? perhaps~

to fiona : sorry... i'm just plain lazy to upload my bang's pic yea.. hahahas!

feeling GOOD !

2008-12-10T22:44:00.000-08:00

Catching the day the earth stood still with baby ! yeah! i LOVE MOVIES! lalalalalas! so happy! just now baby said that i was CHEEKY! i'm not cheeky but was jus delighted okayys? ? ^^aftermaths, will be meeting daph, liting & mabel to find a job in jurong point! yoyoyo~ JP has been construct till soooooo big now! loves! they now even have our love! NEW YORK NEW YORK!
mama will be taking off on fri to buy & prepare for the BBQ !

i loves you lahs!

mommy! huggs! ^^

de en chui ~

2008-12-09T22:26:00.000-08:00

ytd wake up, prepare liaos go baby hse to settle our blogshop's stuffs.. aftermaths, went to meet reign & weaslyn to meet kai at gothem penthouse. i reached there as usual kai ALWAYS give sacrastic remarks... hahahahas! nvm.. i already used to it lers.. HAHHAHAS! this is his way of communication to us... ;)

i tot i go there i can help out cause i bomb him twice but it seems like nothing for me to do. went there for awhile crapped with them, pass tickets to jingji they all. after that, got someone complain i sell jingji below price... wtf~ sway -.-! aftermaths, went to bugis, pub 33 again for the FAREWELL PARTY! hahahahas! ytd abit sians... not so fun... but when ZHENGYANG came, heehee my evil plan starts =pp ... MAKE HIM DRUNK! woohoo! but this time he never puke, he only drunk. HE KNOWS I LOVE TO MAKE THEM DRUNK ! lalalalalas! ^^ cause i pro okay?! dont say i play dirty.. i lose also drink finish lors.. this time is DE EN THE IRREPLACEABLE MIGHTY AH CHUICHUI ~ ! swee ah! cfm he got crown liaos... ah chui's family all lose to him... he cfm vomit dao siao lahs ytd we even give him the big big black garage bag to vomit ... hello miser~ i know u going in camp on the 12th but dont sooo stress lahs! ! ! RELAX ~ ^^ zhengyang going on th 11th one day earlier den u also relax liaos... ^^ joshua also chui ytd.. hahahas!

MAY U GUYS TAKE CARE IN CAMP YEA! CYA GUYS SOON ! I WANNA SEE U ALL DE BOTAK HEAD ! =PP

slacking

2008-12-08T19:14:00.000-08:00

went drinking with liting, mabel, zheng yang, fiona, joshua, yong quan, bao kun, martin, jingfeng & blah blah blah~ i been leading my holidays so far in drinking & drinking non-stop... liting lahs! always want go drinking =pp hahahas!
that day was martin's birthday! happy birthday! ^^ JOYCE GOT SMS U RIGHT ? ^^ happy sibo? =xx whahahahahahaS!
wanna tag team with jingfeng to bluff my fiona & me that u two got the ability to read people's mind huh? com'on lahs! i not stupid de okay?! hahahahas! u guys cant trick me with ur LAN EYES CONTACT ~ ^^
MARTIN ! I HATE U LAHS! PINCH MY FACE! -.-! ASK U DONT PINCH STILL CHASE ME !
good lahs! asthma relapse lah! -.-! bth you!
DE EN oso another one ! drunk like lunatic lahs! talk with nonsense & act like a fool -.-!

i remember i ran away at 3am due to bao kun's persuasion of wanting me to drink.. waolao! i cmi liaos lahs... that day weak.. hahas! i went to find martin they all at 7-11 to slack & rest.. aftermaths, i went back to pub myself...

TO MY HORROR! I CAUGHT TWO BETRAYERS! LIN LITING & MABEL KOH XIU JUAN LAHS! ! ! i over-heard them discussing with bao kun how to let me become one of ah chui . wao lao! T.T I'M SO SAD LAHS ! hahahas! nvm... i ai zai ! wont toh wan! bleah! WHAHAHAHAHAS!~

TODAY, have to meet kai at 8pm to help him out with event stuffs. must meet him already! everytime bluff him... chui~ hahahaas! MAYBE after that, will have to go bugis for DE EN, ZHENGYANG & BAOKUN 'S FAREWELL PARTY~ they going NS already! hahahahas! must see their BOTAK HEAD ! WOOHOO! ~ ^^

2008-12-04T08:16:00.000-08:00

heyheyhey! ATTENTION ! i will be organising a BBQ & steamboat at my house... friends that are interested do PM me cause i may left out ur name... hahahas! so those who i remember i will send a message to ur msn ^^ more details will be updated here! ^^ thks! get me present hors! no present u'r not allowed to come ah! whahahahahhas! =xx
ALERT ! : FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW HOW TO COME MY HOUSE, PLS SMS ME , DROP ME A MSG IN MSN / FRIENDSTER OR CAN TAG MY MY BLOG.. ^^ I'LL REPLY U ASAP! <3>
WISHLIST :

1. A MASCOT FULL OF CANDIES
[ FYI : it's a kind of present, that the bday person will have to be blind-folded & hit the mascot... ring a bell? <3 ]
2. LIQUOR [ which can be shared by everyone ^^]
3. fasio peacock eye mascara
4. RALPH LAUREN TOTE [ white & dark blue ]
5. GUCCI LANYARD
6. AGNES B'S BAG CHARM
7. AGNES B BAG
8. CONTACT LENS!
9. ZARA HOODIE [ BEIGE ]
10. CUPCAKES ! [ WITH CUTE COATING ON TOP ! <3 ]
11. OLAY WHITE RADIANCE EYE CREAM ^^
12. any presents given will be appreciated =D

happy birthday to :
MY GRANDMAMA! =D LOVES!
XIAO JESS
JIA EN
JONATHAN LOW
CHERRYN

friendships

2008-11-26T17:09:00.000-08:00

starting to feel numb towards everything... not sad but just plainly disappointed.
true friends that i thought that can last forever now seems so blur..
remember how we swear we gonna be there for each other?
remember how we plan to spend our holidays together?
those who i think i can rely on, be with & believe with.
now i deem that they are slowly moving away.
just start to realise never put 100% in them
cause the effort u put in will never be same the result.
just hate to hear those reluctant replies..
it simply means something, which u & i know..
nonetheless, i hate you abandon me for ur lover boy..
i'm substitute? NEVER!
so i will just forget bout u & carry on with my life making new friends..
nevermind, we will always end up in a situation..
where we blame each other for not calling, spending time & meeting up...
WHATEVER! ~

pics!

2008-11-19T05:50:00.000-08:00

PRESENTING THE NO. 1 J FOR JOKER!

SWEE BO?

JACKY STRESS LIAOS! =]

jacky goh! give u chance already hors! never video u vomit liaos hors!

hahahas! fiona is ah zhen, you is AH CHUI liao lors.. hahahs! jack, tell me

how many times you want vomit in front of us? many many times liaos lehs..

tsk tsk tsk! J FOR JOKER! =]]]]]]]]]]]]]

trying to act cool lahs! he was the one of them

who contributed to the making of JACKY the JOKER!

WOAH! ^^

he is famous for his FUCK-FACE !

seriously, even uploading pics i'm lazy lahs... pardon me yea... emily dont scold hors!

j'bdae

2008-11-19T05:05:00.000-08:00

so many activties last week & this week! i had to attend
my prom night [ initially, it wasnt FUN AT ALL ! but eventually, the gathering at night was fun & relaxing! =] <3>
attended MISS TOH'S WEDDING [ congrats! faster have babys give me play! hahahahahas! ] , went for a couple of interviews [ i'm a lazy bum hors! ] ,
went to pub 33 again for jacky's bday [ continuous went there for 3 days lahs! cfm tired ! ],
he cfm CHUI ! going to give him a NEW NICKNAME liao! woah! ^^
went to work with clara & of course i did some shopping! but now no time to go out or shopping liaos! have to work already.. wish me good luck yea! i'm currently working under ADT which provides secruity devices.. maybe one day i will knock on your door.. hahahahas! prolly? ^^

cheers to hard rock cafe!

2008-11-12T04:56:00.000-08:00

had a hair cut on sunday.. i was late AGAIN ! ! =p aftermaths, went to town! ^^

yo! let's cheers to hard rock cafe yea! just simply LOVES their food & ambience! so soothing & comfortable! however, their entries are quite costly [ fyi : all of th food was damn delicious lahs! ^^]

we order a starter [ potato skins ] , 2 main course [ BBQ ribs & cheeseburger ]

seriously, is more than enough for 3 hungry person to eat okay? the portion was super big.. we cant finish it.. i dont normally eat beef, but their beef was well prepare & i love it.. =D i gonna bring ah leilei there! what a shame she didnt join us! nvm! we will go someday! ^^

today, i wake up & had lunch with amanda & li juan. aftermaths, rushed to jp to watch high scool musical 3. it was nice but a bit drag..

PS : TML IS MY PROM NIGHT ! [ who wants to be the kind soul to drive us there? =x ]

OMFG! GOT CLUBBING ALSO! KAI SAIS IT WILL BE A CLUBBER MEETING.. T.T!

overdue pics!

2008-11-06T20:53:00.000-08:00

OVERDUE PICTURES!

ANOTHER FAVORITE!!

outing with bibis!

2008-11-06T20:00:00.000-08:00

yeah! finally got time to relax! i feel like i got lost track of time & date.. i been trap in my hometown for SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long due to exams! have not been enjoying, clubbing, pubbing & nonetheless, shopping! but actually after so long of not going out, i got no mood to doll up, not mood for clubbing, not mood for pubbing & no mood for shopping... just wanna SLACK at home.. i think i probably gone mad due to stress? hahahas! everytime go out feel so restless & tired.. i also dont know why...

grr.... i want go to visit the face clinic at chinatown! SAVE MY FACE! i dont know is it me thinking too much or what.. but i just feel like is because i ate those pills that my mum gave me, then my face become lidat ders.. OILY & WITH PIMPLES OKAYS?! even my back have lors! disgusting! maybe those pills got side-effects? damn it! shouldn't hav eat it in th first place! definitly, going to visit th doctor someday!

went to IMM with babys like two days ago? ate wan zai & went to DAISO & spend loads of time! there! have fun disturbing each other! hahahas! when we'r together, there will be endless of fun! lei brought some stupid magic toy.. wao lao! she stupid lahs! cant fathom the instructions! me, the pro have to figure it out for her! hahahahas! =] video call with her cousin.. quite fun! we should do it more often yea? hahahas! aftermaths, as usual, desserts time! we went to anderson & ate brownies with ice-cream & the one that we ALWAYS order, FONDUE!~ wooh~! =D it makes me happy yea! they always say i eat like a cat lahs! DIRTY! hahahas! soon, lei had to leave for her hair cut. while emily & i browsing through shops & left after a while.. LOVES!

yesterday, went to amos's birthday BBQ! i so good okay? i bring stuffs over which was heavy & i CLEAN THE CHAIRS LORS! which i dont often do it at home also okay? good anot? boon ee! must repay me arhs! hahahas! treat me better! got loads of fun! got quite a no. of people attended his birthday. got my na-pa zi yong! tian you, zhao ming, alvin, amanda, yi tan, eric, yujie, shu hui & more which i dont know their names.. hahas! i always go to BBQ that doesnt requires me to cook because i dont handle with raw foods.. they just smells & there is a er th feeling. =xx. okay i know i da xiao jie lahs! but cant help lahs.. luckily, na-pa to the rescue! ^^ he helped US to cook the whole night.. that's so nice of him! hahahahs! if he see this he will be so touched lahs! i seldom praise him.. hehes! nevertheless, we bickered like we always do... in the end quarrel lors... i got angry & felt like going home... but i didnt lahs.. is so bad.. was fun afterall.. i think i just abit moody.. at last, everybody starts going back home & all the noise suddenly just stop.. on my way home, saw liting & friends. went over to talk & initially just intend to have a short chat end up talking till 12++ ... -.-!

meeting my baobao, amanda today! <3

to fiona : DONT FORGET UR PROMISE TO US! time is up! be more decisive lahs! ^^

so long nv upload pics.. :

great disappointment

2008-10-16T07:36:00.000-07:00

i NEVER EVER treated an examination so SERIOUSLY before.. but now the anxiety within me is not enough to pick me up... i'm utterly disappointed with today's practical exams.. i thoroughly DIDNT pull it off. instead did it with a word F-U-C-K! that's all i can describe.. somehow, i just lose all my confident and feeling so incapable of doing my work well.. i'm alway in the situation of last minutes preparation, alway thinking things will turn out the way i want.. but the luck of goddess wouldnt stand by my side everytime.. got no one to blame other than myself..

let me tell u guys why i'm so damn sure that i'm gonna fail my practical because i spent too much time on my chemistry [ which didnt turn out fabulous either ] hence, i neglected my physic, thinking i can do it very fast.. * shake head* over-estimated myself... stupid fool ! i only managed to do the graph, table & the FIRST QNS OKAY? is so obvious i will fail right? now, i landed myself in a state where anyone or everyone HATE to be in, ' REGRETS ! '

seriously hope this faze will eventually 'wake' me up..

just inadequate & suffocating~ T.T

everyting is fall apart

2008-09-07T04:04:00.000-07:00

everything is just falling apart so quickly that i cant hold it on anymore.. i'm really going berserk..

i'm super uber exhausted, tired & internal bleeding too badly till nothing can mend it.
i trusted u whole-heartedly.
share my happiness & saddness with u.
we gone through so much yet the outcome is too atrocious to be known.
lies hurt me so badly that i instantly break down into zillion bits, scattered widely.
unable to paste it together into one full piece again.
unbearable heartache. do you know? can u feel how i feel? i guess not
speechless & confused

you lied, i forgive.
if only u could put yourself in my shoes,
understand how i feel.
know how much u meant to me.
the trust i alway give you is badly tarnished.
how am i going to trust u again?
can i trust you again?
i seriously cant tolerate BETRAYAL.

now i'm scare.
i dont trust.
loads & loads of questions whirling in my head.
giving me a very endless pain.
i'm dizzy.
worn out by umpteen of crying.
i just wish that everything has never happened before.

everything is an outer cover.
no one knows the back scene.
only us.

i alway get angry but aftr awhile i'm fine.
do u guys know y am i angry?
we been together for so long yet dont understand me.
i'm angry because i feel i'm being left out.
u guys can have reasons like because i have school the next day.
not mentioning without. u guys also didnt take the initative to call me.
do your know how it feels like when we alway call ourselves 'besties'
have gatherings & everyone is there,even the outsiders but not you.

i know that FRIENDSHIPS ARE RATHER FRAGILE.
TODAY BABYS,
TOMORROW STRANGERS
OR MAYBE EVEN ENEMIES
dont deny it,
that is exactly how fragile it is.

therefore, i keep mute.
not wanting any quarrels.
remember i asked your
' are we best friends? '
your laughed at my silly question &
answered me with a definite ' OF COURSE '
i somehow relieved,
perhaps, i'm scared that the answer might be a different one.

i'm wrong,
i peek at ur phone.
when i discovered the truth,
do you know how despaired i was?
i didnt want to quarrel with u in front of so many outsiders,
i went to the toilet discreetly, sob uncontrollably.
u knew about it, went along.
we argued, u asked for forgiveness.
u said u didnt want to lied to me.
u had no choice.
i refused to look at you.
when i looked at you & saw that helpless & remorseful face of urs.
i eventually, ran out of words & my heart got softened.
what more can say?
i had to behave like nothing happened.

every now & then, i'm afraid to look into ur eyes....

TODAY:

MY GRANDMA IS HOSPITALISED DUE TO STROKE..
EVERYTHING JUST OCCURRED AT THE SAME TIME..
EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE AN ILLUSION
EVERYTHING IS ENOUGH TO BRING ME DOWN.
BEFORE I CAN UNDERSTAND THE DETAILS,
THE NEXT COME.

JUST ANYTHING BAD HAPPENS
ONE WILL BE ENOUGH
FOR SURE I WILL BREAK DOWN
& MIGHT AS WELL DIE.
ANYWAY I'M 3/4 DEAD NOW.

I JUST DETEST THE WAY I AM NOW..

cheapers!

2008-08-31T01:26:00.001-07:00

=]

2008-08-23T10:17:00.000-07:00

recently, have lots of study sessions.. hahahahas! shock bahs! but it's true ok?! ^^

ytd SITI was angry with me.. tsktsktsk.... i was supposed to meet him for lunch which i just merely joking with him but he actually take it was for true.. i think next time he wouldn't believe me liaos.. LOLS! I PROMISE NOT TO BLUFF U K? hahas! -__________-! next time i say meet jiu will meet no more playing lers.. =X that stupid jingji ! feel like slapping him sia ! ass! ANYHOW! tell keong i bluff him.. keong rang me up & didnt sounds happy.. WTF! i was supposed to meet SITI lors.. i didnt ask you along k? if u wanna come along, i'll be more than happy that u join us. but dont make it that i asked to out lors... dont push th damn blame to me lors.. sometimes really can't understand what u'r thinking man... today also ! ANYHOW! LOLS! SITI nv angry lers lors.. kept telling me he was.. & just to let u know i was pissed off lors.. with both of u. at first i thought he so petty then didnt want to talk to him liaos but after tat cfm know is you anyhow lahs! LOLS! -_____________-! anyway, he not angry liaos... feel kind of bad lahs.. made him waited for me for hours ended up no lunch for him. ya, it's my fault. the best thing was when he actually called me i give him my notorious attitude problem & that was what made he real angry. therefore, he didnt called me last night.. but i got repay u lors.. previous days of sacrificing my sleep to pei u talk.. good right? LOLS! & that caused me to be sick & didnt went to school on thurs as i overslept.. -___________-! that's all for ytd. =]

hahas! i got loads of chit-chat cum study sessions with MY DEAREST BAOBAO <3 ^^. got to know so much things lahs.. wao lao.. as a guy u dont feel shameful mehs??? want to have SPAR WITH A GIRL? & U WAS REALLY KIND ENOUGH HORS? OFFERING HER THAT U WILL TO FREE ONE OF UR LIL TINY WINY FINGER~ what' th point? LOLS! stop all u stupid verbal attacks on someone else physical appearance lahs dey! imagine if ur mum is that fat & she happened to get into a argument with someone smaller size than her, the enemy of hers says that ur mum is too fat to fight with her & want to send her husband to fight with ur mum. how will u feel? u think she fat, she want ders mehs??!! try putting urself in other people's shoes !
-_____________-! simply brainless.. last but not least, do you know why she pushed ur gf? BECAUSE UR ACT KE LIAN GF ACTUALLY WANTED TO USE HER FUCKING WATER BOTTLE TO HIT HER OK? SHE PUSHED HER FOR SELF-DEFENCE WHICH IS LOGICALLY RIGHT OK?! if i was her, i'll just give her a big tight slap without any hestation man! -.- take a good look at ur gf & maybe ur senses will come around & then FINALLY u'll know what kind of person she is.. =D 'GOODLUCK ! '

STUDY HARD! & SHAL NOT HAVE ANY REGRETS ! ! ! :D GOOD LUCK TO ME YEA ! <3

fuck it!

2008-08-13T02:52:00.000-07:00

i'm going to be damn VULGAR! IF U GUYS DONT LIKE IT PLS LEAVE!

CCB LAHS HORS! MABEL KOH XIU JUAN & ONG YI JING! DONT THINK I DONT KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING EVEN THOUGH I NEVER MEET U ALL! IF U GIRLS DARE TO DO ANY FOOLISH STUFFS AGAIN, TRY ME, JUST TRY ONLY! ! ! U GIRLS EITHER ASK ME TO JOIN ALONG OR U DONT! IF NOT DONT EVER EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN !

fuck it ! i got a DAMN BAD DAY YTD! OMG! GOT THE URGE TO CUT MYSELF TOO JUST LIKE A FUCKING IDIOT DID SO.. but i didnt. i understand by cutting yourself is actually a form of relieve agony but what hurts, will still hurts even though u cut urself millions & billions of times! have u ever thought of while u'r suffering, perhaps the person that landed u into this state is having hell loads of fun at somewher else? or maybe he is having intimacy with some other girls? he NEVER HAVE A THOUGHT FOR U ! hence, even if u do stuffs that hurts urself physically, does it help? NO ! PLS LAHS! U JOLLY WELL KNOW THAT WHATEVER SHITS THAT U GIRLS DO TO URSELF, IT ACTUALLY MAKE ME FEEL THE HEARTACHE TOO! IS NOT I DUN HAVE MY PROBLEMS THEREFORE I'M SAYING SO RELAX.. U KNOW I HAVE MINE TOO.. so if u girls really dont wanna see me sad, dont make me disappointed pls!

recalling about 5mths back, i was talking on the phone with solomon, i told him how great & fun - loving u guys were. he told me not to be naive, men are like this when they get to know u very firstly. and i replied not every men behaves the same way & wanting to deny what he was trying to convince me but i guess he hit the jackpot. HE WAS RIGHT! it actually make sense that men understand men more.. in contrast, from the start, i shouldnt have doubts bout what he told me. i choose to believe my own judgement or rather believe in you but saddly, you have proven me that solomon was right and i was wrong. it makes me realise what i see on the outer cover of someone, maybe there is another side of him that you dont know. therefore is a quote ' NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER ' that is SO TRUE! i alway refuse to hear what is bad about you, the negative side of you & defend for you.. but what is real is real.. i guess i'm slowly becoming NUMB, towards u or myself? i dont know.. i hope is towards u so could end all my misery here, right now at this very moment. I'M A TWIT ! i cant believe i actually did SO MUCH FOR YOU which is very impossible & is out of my very own expectation. to you, maybe that just nothing but to me it means alot when i'm willing to do things which i never did. it sounds so UNBELIEVABLE TO THEM CANS?! friends who know me well, they know i NEVER DID SO MUCH & WILL NOT. I SWEAR U R THE FIRST GUY WHICH I EVER SHOW TO MY MUM & TELL HER I LIKES U & U R THE FIRST GUY THAT I EVER SLEPT OVER AT HIS HOUSE. [even though SERIOUSLY WE DIDNT DO ANYTHING LAHS! ] i went over after visiting to a pub despite i was tired, i trust you so i did went over & i feel like is i owe you ders & i ought to return u once. hence, i bloody pulled myself over. to you, i dont know what was ur point of view. maybe just another cheap slut? right now, i cant be bothered, as long as i know i wasnt.. i have clear conscience. i know what i m doing.. now is the time i will wake up!

i believe what comes around, goes around. that's KARMA! maybe i owe someone and i'm returning it now but i know someday will be your turn too ^^

xin tong cans?!

2008-08-09T23:37:00.000-07:00

i was waken up by fiona middle of the night telling me u guys got beaten up ! what the hell?! wasnt u guys supposed to have a great time celebrating bing jie's birthday? why on earth did this happened?! OMG! I'M SO FUCKING SICK WORRIED CANS?????!!!!! I WANT TO GO FIND U LAHS!!!!! even though my smses dont sounds really concern, but i am & REALLY AM ! i wanted to ring u up but i dare not.. seems rather weird but i just couldnt lay my hand on th god damn phone to call u.. i guess u were really worn out & didnt wanna disturb u, just want u to end this terrible day with a good night sleep.. hope those beatings doesnt hurts that much.. LOVES!

sian lahs

2008-08-03T06:48:00.000-07:00

today slacked at home the whole day.. petty tired. went drinking continuously for 2 days.. CMI LIAOS. watched batman begins just now, fuck man! they must have spent hell loads of money to shoot this movie. mass destruction sio. tsk tsk tsk! LOVES BATMAN'S CAR! EXTREMELY COOL & NICE LAHS! i want one lahs! if borrow it to me 1 day, i also happy.. hahas! BATMAN SHI SHUAI DE LORS! :D

ytd, afternoon slacked at home till 8 plus then wanted to go find mabel they all lers. suddenly, got a call from winson, asking us to go for a drink. hence, headed down to pub 33 this time to avoid that SCB. quite fun :D winson was really chui lors.. drunk like shit! lols! so far i never see anyone more chui than him lors! i will crown him for that.. whahas! we left at 5 plus & went home to sleep lors.. i think i really have time management problems, i'm always late, i'm not really active in the day but night.. jia lat.. gonna turn my life back.. yah. btw, thanks winson for the chivas! :D

pictures:

a long day!

2008-08-01T22:45:00.000-07:00

yesterday was jingji's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U! :D hope u enjoy-ed yesterday..

rather busy yesterday. SCHOOL-ED, after school i rush back home to prepare to meet go ang mo kio find mabel & liting as baobei liting was working there & mabel baby wants to go for an job interview. ;D. was suppose to accompany mabel go job interview at 2.30 ders but as jingji wanted to meet her go find liting first. hence, yijing waited for me. the same old usual me, since it was not rush anymore, i slacked at home for a while, =p made yijing waited for me. she finally buay ta han me and went over to my house to wait for me. hahas! i'm so frustated so i got a BAD EYES DAY ! -____- du lan! hahas!

the actual plan was to come out at 1.30 but eventually i went out at 3 plus i think? haha! we waited damn long for that stupid bus. we cam-whored at the bus stop. lols. cam-whored till sians liaos. i suggested to go 9 head eat first then go ang mo kio so i know a dog confirm at there thus i ring her up to ask her join us for lunch. she told me something which was so hilarious man! super funny lahs! A VIDEO OF KEN WEARING BOXES TO MAC! WHAHAHAS! OMG! by listening to what she told me very damn funny lers. cant wait to watch that video.. hahas! after finish our lunch fiona went back to owner house whereas yijing & i FINALLY headed down to ang mo kio.

we loitered in HDB HUB till liting gets dismiss from work. we went to watch MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2! WOOTS~ the show was worthy. it was NICE ! DAMN TOUCHING ! & IT ACTUALLY REALLY REFLECTED ON SINGAPOREANS. it was so touching that a guy sitting behind me keeping blowing his nose.. -_______-! was kind of irritating. yijing sitted beside me, both of us cried till like shit man... LOLS! aftermaths, we went to have our dinner & i saw zERBEL & RAYMOND! hahas! i scared zerbel i think she was rather pissed off, she instantly call me a ghost -_______-! thanks lehs... we crapped. ang mo kio is a place full of youngster! it seems rather fun staying there.. maybe i should ask my mum to move there. hahas! we went to K POOL's toilet to touch up while waiting for fiona to reach yishun took the last train to yishun & slacked with her. we played dare, confirm they dont feel like bashing me up lahs! i ordered them to do loads of stupid strunts! whahahas! song arhs! stayed there till 2am plus? after which, we went over to augustine's house to celebrate jingji's birthday. fuck! all guys! we'r the only 4 girls there! so pai sehs! but they were rather friendly and they confirm wanted us to see JINGJI'S MOST UNGLAM DE YI MIAN! they forced him to drink 6 CUPS OF CHIVAS. no doubts, as expected, he was drunk INSTANTLY! behaving like some kind of moron. we girls slacked at augustine's room, jing ji went in too so all his buddies came in too.. -______-! highest record around 10+ came in & some outside. bo bian too small. it was so chaotic lors, that augustine's sister buay ta han and scolded augustine. LOLS! but seriously got a great time bickering & cam-whored with augstine & wei ming. funny lahs dey! ;D wanted to take with birthday boy ders but he too drunk lers arhs. but i managed to shot pics of he drunk. ;p

we played cards & left around 5am+, jing ji & dino pei us wait for cab & sibei unlucky, dino chased me across the road & a police car saw it. DAMN IT ! i actually managed to get away with it. i think i was really abit bit drunk, i hide. lols ! duno i hide for what. confirm hai dao dino kana scolded by the police, guilty. =[ LOLS! the police siao ders, duno why keep want to catch me -_-
liting called me back then the police act yi ge go liaos in the end came back. -____-! too free liaos.. i duno want go where then went back to augustine house again lors. but augustine never answer my call, i called wei ming pei me.. he good lahs! even he want toh liaos he still ai zai pei me only. hahas! then liting they all take cab come fetch me home. =] so sweet! LOVES! promised to call wei ming when i reached home. sibei tired. homed, bathed & called wei ming to talk cock. hahas! den i buay ta han go sleep lers. =]]

THANKS GUYS! I HAD A GREAT DAY! LOVES LOVES LOVES! <3

a string of pics! =D

posts!

2008-07-28T05:25:00.000-07:00

today i gonna one shot post 2 posts! whahas! power der sio. lols!

first:
today i watch the prom night video baby send me bout our class.. i suddenly understand what she means by she really got the feel of us graduating really fast. i was silly, i eventally drop tears while watching the click. hmm.. i guess this year is a year that i actually cried umpteen. what's wrong with me?! be it whatever reasons behind it, i feel like i have been getting weaker & weaker. -_______-! CRY-BABY! i guess i'm someone with loads of emotions.

i have share a LOVE-HATE relationship with outings!

I LOVES GATHERINGS! BUT I HATES THE PART WHERE WE HAVE TO LEAVE.

i guess when people get more & more mature, they start to know the real meaning behind 'PART' = leaving!

in fact if you are ended your trip with somone you not very close with or just normal friends that you dont meet up that offen, the chances of meeting again is minor. perhaps, put the balme on time? time is just not enough? or we'r just not putting any effort for it. sometimes, i just wish that time could just stop for a moment.

PS : hope we 5N1 we still be in contact after graduating ! i have always regret for not having any primary school gatherings due to we not leaving contact before we leave. at least i still can attend secondary school gatherings.. hope so! =] loves u guys! i want take loads of pics with u all ! =]]

second :

on sat, i was in the train on my way to town to meet le ting. den fucking random, i just feel actually i'm quite xin fu recently.. i have been enjoying my life. i have loads of stuffs that makes me feel satisfied but i'm greedy lahs! hahas! eg, the pamper i got from my mum unconditionally, care from friends & blah blah blah~ JUST FEEL BLISSFUL MAN! i siao liaos! lol!

ok back to the trip i had with le ting.. THIS TIME I WAS NOT LATE! ^^ we went to cine wanting to watch red cliff ders but the timeslots were rather full & i have go celebrate ahyi's birthday at RA PUB! woots! ^^ hence, we shall watch it the next time. i saw roy & ang da in cine, so long since i last saw them. we loitered at cine for awhile & saw yi shi & her basketball mates. aftermaths, le ting wanted to get her cousin a NUM slipper so we went to NUM to see. actually i dont really like to step into NUM as they alway have the look on their face, stating ' u'r not here to buy things, u'r here to look at me ! ! ! ' wtf! i seriously detest it but i must admit some are REALLY HOT & SOME ARE REALLY HELPFUL & NICE.. =]

we went to taka to shop for labels! OMG! I'M FALLING IN LOVE WITH LABELS MAN! i want to get this :

- LOEWE'S DIAMONATED HANGBAG [ impossible! $ 5970 -____-! i go rob th bank 1st ]

-GUCCI'S LANYARD & BELT

-AGNES B'S CHARM & PURSE

FUCK IT! I'M DAMN BROKE LAHS! have to work first.. wuwuwu~ ='[
le ting brought the anges b's charm! i'm so jealous! nevermind i will get myself one too.. =D

then i went to crystal jade to buy ahyi's birthday cake, mango mouuse cake, it does taste that nice as it look.. ather that we went to balony to have a short drink & took loads of pics! i drunk their mango tango, it was nice.. :D nice chill out location. shall bring my darlings there next time. i met a really nice waitress there & we ended up being friends. parted with leting, trained to bugis meet daphne meow & rong jie =] then we cabbed to RA PUB! woots! here we come :D

waiting for that damn cab & that uncle really pissed me off! spoilt my mood! -.-! ass! humpf! nvm. it's ah yi bdae so must happy! =] got yijing, mabel, daph, liting, rong jie, ah wen, shuzhen, jacky, hai sheng, issac & i help ah yi celebrate. ;p

cam-whored with peeps like crazy. whole loads of pics! loves pics! they captured the memories! make them unforgetable <3>
pictures:

xiao tong!

ahyi LOVES US!

mango tango~ * nice*

chu*~

the bdae chick!

mabel's mum!

this thing is COOL!

ah yi 's bdae!

baby moew~

i LOVES that thingy!

mabel mabel mabel

ah yi's cake

my darling~

RA PUB ^^

fucking chio lahs~!

my babys!

rong jie that siao kai

my baobei~

my dearie~

ended :[

2008-07-26T08:26:00.000-07:00

NUM HUNKS~

i know MY BITCH PHYLLIS LOVES THEM MAN! hahas! there was once we went out together with my bimbo, jerlinda. she even suggested that we shall study outside NUM ! -___-! i think she wouldn't be studying instead, drooling like no tomorrow! hahahas! she sucks man! kept on persuading us to go back to cine to look at those hunks.. -______-! randomly, she wanted to have her lunch at KFC as she spotted some dudes! OMG! but so sad one of them happened to be my friend.. of course i not giving her any chance, i actually say it out loud that she think they are handsome. =x & no doubts they looked back.. =]]

aftermaths, they accompanied me to zara to get my mila white cardinage! LOVES IT ! THANKS MY KIM SWEETIE FOR KEEPING IT FOR ME! =]] <3 we went to coffee bean to have lunch & cam - whored there.. =]] crazy us! i was so clumsy lors! i spilled the ice water on myself & the chair. -_________-! DAMN IT!

went to far east to meet kai they all to watch THE DARK KNIGHT at great world city! WOOTS!~ SOOOOOOOOO NICE! =]] but a bit too draggy.. I LOVES ANG MO LAHS! THEIR EYES FUCKING CHIO MAN! THEIR EYELASHES FILPS NON-STOP! <3 kai everytime dont give me chance ders leis! embarrass me in front of so many people still always dare to say dote me?! wtf! den i also want to dote u liaos. -____-! zerbel & craig also tio his virus liaos.. BU GE JI HUI ! thank hors~ -__- we crapped & walked pass ZOUK! OMG! SO TEMPTING LAHS~! I WANT GO IN ! but cant! so qiao lors.. actually my ex was inside, he told me the next day...

as kai they all wanted to go boat quay jia hui & i cabbed home damn expensive lors.. no choose..

got home liaos bathe jiu sleep lers! tired! I LOVES HAVING FUN! FUN ! FUN! FUN! <3

I LOVES U GUYS TOO! :D

PICTURES:

TOO LAZY

2008-07-15T02:10:00.000-07:00

I'M TOO LAZY to type out every single event that happened to me recently.. got happy moments & of course terrible times..

enjoy-ed at DARLING FIONA'S BDAE ! we went to RA PUB, our frequent visited pub.. confirm she puked like shit man ! i'm the mastermind of it! whahas! love the cream that i gave your cute lil face? ^^ we'll just forget those unhappy times, which i totally dont feel like mentioning it.. loves! just heck-care that stalker.. she & her that group of pests is a real pain in the ass !

PS TO SHUZHEN : you look weaker than me lor but i never expected that deep down actually you'r much stronger than i am. admire u sio ! i damn xin tong you bodoh! jacky! better treat my dar good good hors! if not i'll bite u, jus like how i bite ken.. =x

looking forward to go RA PUB again, this time help ah yi celebrate her bdae ! ^^

to my loves!

2008-05-19T07:47:00.000-07:00

this post is to my LOVES ! i simply adores u all that words simply cant be able to define it..

LOVES :

- EMILY TAN LE YI

- TEO ZHI LEI

- SIM SHU ZHEN

- ONG YI JING

- MABEL KOH XIU JUAN

- LIN LI TING

-DAPHNE YEO HONG YEN

happy to be <3>

i admit i'm

REALLY SHORT - TEMPERED.

CRANKEE

IRRATIONAL

LUNATIC

SILLY

ANNOYING

JUST CANT EITHER STOP TALKING OR MOVING AROUND [ hyper - active like siao ]

INDECISIVE [ always decide things by playing scissors, paper, stone.. ya, rather lame -__-! ]

MOUTH CAN BE REALLY VICIOUS [ oops! ]

ALWAYS HAVE ENDLESS DEMANDS TO GO CLUBBING , PUBS , WATCH MOVIE, SLACK , SING & WHERE TO EAT

ALWAYS NEED URS' COMPANION , PAMPER & CONCERN

HARDSHIP LIES ON MABEL , DAPHNE & EMILY LERS [ always demand for piggy-backs & hugs.. hahas.. =p ]

THANKS MY DEARS ! SERENE LIM SHI LING LOVES YA ! :D

errrr....

2008-05-15T21:31:00.000-07:00

i simply looking forward to TODAY! i gonna rock my day! i been going out with my babies! =]] we watched a couple of movies [ speed racer & what happened in vegas & over her dead body ] in only a week! cost us a bomb cans?? lols! enjoying life & squandering $$$ like f**k ! I SERIOUSLY GOT TO WORK LERS! ANY JOBS INTRO PLS?! =X..

that day went out with raph they all, raph & ken cfm not funny! hs cfm not LAME! whahas! jus loves hanging out with them!

i will just throw u guys THRONGS OF PICTURES ! =]]

@ RA PUB ! woots~!

MY STUPIB BEARBI ! <3

HMM

2008-04-30T03:28:00.000-07:00

it seems like i've not blogging for a long time.. my baby emily is complaining ler wors.. whahas! hmm.. nothing much to say.. did happen some humurous & riddicious stuffs [ sin ren arhs ^^ ] funny ass! but i think shall keep it to myself.. shhhh.. =pp..

hmm.. baby finally ended her misery, seeing her being bullied like nobody's business. leilei & i are not going to sit in a corner watching her suffer in pain.. at first despite, ample of SUGGESTION & CONSOLING, she still decide to give him a chance.. but what is done, cant be undone. undeniable, there's a big hole between them which nothing can seal that hole...

sorry to say, MR NG, i really despise u after knowing what u did... never did i expected u to be someone so sly.. now my baby is alway afraid to sign in to msn because of YOU ! thus, if u JUST SO HAPPENED TO READ MY BLOG, u should know what to do, dude.. my advice to u is GET FORGING ON UR LIFE ! shall not talk about them lers..

message : BABY ! I LOVES U LOADS! I KNOW U GONNA STAND UP HIGH ON UR FEET RITES? NOT LETTING US WORRY DERS ! WE'LL BE JUST RIGHT BESIDE U ! =DD

hmm.. recently what've i done??

- met my darling fiona @ cck.. had a real nice CRAPPY & LAUGHING DAY! whahas! saw bingjie.
-went boat quay with raph they all but atfer which i went to celebrate craig's bdae, when i went back to find raph they all, most of them were drunk & left T.T. i swear whan raph is drunk he'll spill beans out, talk nosenses, do loads of strunts! whahas! take care bub ! =pp

-went to clary quay slack, yijing got into a quarrel with braden's friend.. aftermath, went back to jurong eat supper. daphne so SWEET! walked me home.. =]]

- went bugis with my peeps! [ daphne, liting, yijing dear, mabel my slave, hai hui.. oops! =pp ] got into a stupid quarrel with uneducated LIANS.. tsk tsk tsk! [ get a life ! bitches! ] happened to saw miao hua they all.. =]]

-went pub with augustine, jingji , wei ming , hongkong parrot, ah jie na ge wu liao de sai ! , liting , mabel .. a deserted pub at old police academy -.-!... mabel's mama so good treated us liquor! wooohooos! drink untill too high [ esp. LI TING ! ] .. danced there =x.. they laughed at my SHUFFEL! i really wanted to learn it but after so many attempts i still didnt manage to get the trick out of it.. hais.. i gonna give it up lahs!!!!! argggs! NO MORE LAUGHING DUDES !

- visited my grandma then went town had some shopping with my baby emily, ee wern & michelle. bought some REALLY NICE STUFFS! [ body wipes & lip gloss ] at first i was bally exhausted but when i found it, my eyes instantly brighten up! yeah! =DD contented & satisfied ! ate aijisen ^^ yum yum!

- went study with XXX & baby..

FORWARD TO :

- RAPHAEL'S BIRTHDAY ! i think gonna have loads of fun! =pp
he's a fun-loving chap! alway create havocs & LOVES TO SHUFFEL ALOADS EVEN IN MRT.. -.-! zi high arhs! =xx.. darling fiona will be there too! idiotic JACKY gonna be there also.. ur words not going to bring me down.. lalalas~! =pp loves to di siao me! sucker! humpf !='[

- seeing RAPHAEL DRUNK ! FREAKING FUNNY CANS ? ! WHAHAHS! =X

- watching THE HOTTIE & THE NOTTIE with my peers! ^^ loves u all SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH THAT EVEN WORDS ARE NOT ABLE TO DESCRIBE IT! ^^

- I MISS CLUBBINGS ! ='[

-MORE SHOPPING WITH SWEETS! =DD

- hunting for HELLO KITTY CAMERA! CUTEEEEEEEE! <3>

my grandmother

2008-04-07T07:07:00.000-07:00

my life being screwed up BADLY recently, loads of things happened which i cant cope. i just quarrel with yijing they all but it's okie now.. i guess i been kind of cranky, i dont normally have mood swings for those who know me well..

the thing that really bothers me the most is that MY DEAREST GRANDMA HAVE TO AMPUTATE HER FOOT DUE TO DIABETES !!! she needs operation which the doctors are afraid that she may not be able to overcome with & i dont think she will able to take it too. i cant image life after being limp for her, it's gonna be SO DAMN FUCKING MISERABLE ! the fear & pain she going through right now is something i cant feel it physically but emontionally the heartache within me is so unspeakable & which words cant be defined. we now cant make up our mind if we should let her carry on with the operation. i know the answer is gonna be a BIG FAT NO, CONFIRMED.

i visited her that day, seeing the nurse attended to her, changing her needles, i feeling like crying out loud, the nurses over there are all under attachment basis which means they'r not nurses! they pokeS her wrist like it's not flesh. even though she was in pain but she never sounds a word, unlike me, i will whine. i guess she just doesnt want us to worry, i tired make myself relax, take a deep breath to hold my tears back but they'r just not within my control. i dont wanna cry in front of her as i dont want her to feel being pity nor helpless i guess instead of making her feel better, i make it worst. the people staying at that units are all elderly, how could the hospital send untrained nurses there?! the deal is, if she takes the operation, her heart may not be strong enough but if she not, the poison within her is going to spread to her heart at a fast speed. it is a tremendous decision which we really cant come out with a conclusion. perhaps, we should let her choose.

i recalled when i was young she used to shower me with all her love, pamper me like a princess. ever since i have moved out of her house i still visits her every weekends or holidays but as i grow older & older i begin to visit her lesser & lesser to none, even though i know she always longed me to visit her. incontestable, i didnt fulfill what it takes to be a good granddaughter. i didnt put an effort to contribute the accompany that she needed from me. untill now it is still inconceivable that she is losing her leg.

2008-03-21T20:55:00.000-07:00

going to DXO today, my LAST CLUBBING SESSION!.. but not selling tickets lers.. helping friend out only.. hahas.. hope today will be fun.. i went for the 20th with liting, dap,mabel, yi jing,ah wen, eugene, hock kong & zhao ming.. not fun de.. loads of people, super crowded plus deejay sucks.. play those india songs.. what was wrong with him..-.-! disappointed.. =[[

saw kenneth, jackson & blah blah blahs kind of shock to see them there.. hahas.. sian arhs! roars.. loads of my friends went to home club.. cause free entry.. maybe that day i should go there.. perharps the deejay will be better.. hais..

not much to say lers! going to enjoy tonight! =]]

mit my dear

2008-03-13T06:36:00.001-07:00

i meet my ah lei today! we went to jurong point and have lunch together. i went to FOX & brought myself a polo dress. i meeting my dear tonight & yesterday.. so long never meet her lers.. we went to slack.. lols! i was damn angry lors.. i spent my WHOLE DAY doing my chem homework online, as i submit my work.. wtf! it's say u done it overtime! i tried to back but no use, EVERYTHING WAS GONE! argggs! i shall stop here lers.. meeting my dear real soon! yi jing wo lai lerrs!
i'm selling tickets for 20 march DXO PARTY . buy tickets from me! thks!

zouk!

2008-03-11T05:52:00.000-07:00

today is finally here! i been waiting for it for so LONG! omg! gonna enjoy myself... as usual, i went with fiona, only the 2 of us but we alway enjoyed ourselves.. firstly we headed down to lot 1, i wanted to check out the new cotton on there but sadly it's not open yet.. tracy joining us after that.. i have to head down to city hall to return the uniform..lols! i felt so guilty i made that guy waited for me for damn long..

after returning the uniform, we went to zouk! yes is zouk! =D.. LOADS & LOADS OF PEOPLE were there.. like queueing up for freebies lidat.. lols! we & tracy got some arguments but forget it.. dont wish to bring it up..

after all i got to know loads of people there.. fiona saw a cute guy which is one of the crew.. hahas.. fiona i will help you take number de.. dont worries! ;] we joined dianel that group one of them name benard, he was so high that he did loads of crazy actions which make me brust out loud ! whahahahahahahahas! =D. after that we joined raphael's group.. they dance shuffle which was REALLY NICE.. they was so NICE! we went to boat quay to have a drink after that.. RAPHAEL ! I GONNA WIN U & MAKE YOU DRUNK! JUST WAIT & SEE! =]]reach home @ 7 am plus.. then went to sleep..

pictures !

my clubbing partner ! <3

argggggs!

fiona fiona & fiona!

2008-03-05T21:56:00.000-08:00

i was so busy working, meeting up friends plus shopping recently.. hahas.. i recently working for singtel, giving out flyers with victoria.. is not as ' qing song ' as i thought in the first place but the pay was good. per hr $8.. hahas.. so super tired & boring lors hence, we entertained ourselves thru out..hahas..

last friday, i went out with zhi lei & emily, we went to vivo to watch meet the spanners.. lols.. they were complaining that the show sucks! but overall i think it was quite funny though. we swear we wouldnt dine in at secret recipe. NOT NICE! somemore it's expensive lors. -.-! after our meals, we rushed to catch our show. lei & emily said that the show not nice and they nearly fallen asleep.. hais.. to me quite funny lors.. we shopped awhile then we went back. it was a SUPER BAD DAY! DIDNT ENJOYED.

i went to meet bao quan, zhen wei plus wayne to watch STEP UP 2! OMG! YESH! FINALLY & FINALLY there was something to cheer me up.. woohoo! the show was GOD DAMN NICE! i want to watch again! movie was on bao quan's treat and he sent me home.. it's rare! i went home and watch step up, it's nice too! their dance moves are like soooo flawless!

pictures ! :

candid shot! see our 'NEW FRIEND BEHIND'

MY AH LEI !

NOT NICE!

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